Ask me when I was in the best shape of my life and my gut says 2003. I was 41.

Nine weeks, a strict deficit, a stack of programs, karate twice a week. I went from 158 to 152 and dropped from 15 percent body fat to 9. That’s the experiment that started all of this.

My gut is wrong. The best stretch in 15 years of logging is October 2025. I was 64. My spine’s fused, my shoulder still can’t be repaired, my lungs run at about two-thirds. By every reasonable excuse, I should have been at my softest.

I wasn’t. The data from that month is the cleanest I’ve ever logged.

That bothered me enough to go figure out why.

I’ve written here before about why I keep a food log. This time I read the whole thing back at once, and it told me something I didn’t want to hear.

I went looking for willpower and found a habit

I expected my leanest periods to line up with my hardest training. Or my strictest dieting. The heroic stuff. The stuff that makes a good story at the bar.

They don’t line up with any of that.

They line up with one boring fact: how consistently I logged my food. In the stretches where I look the way I want to look, I’m tracking 95 to 98 percent of my days. In the soft stretches, that number falls to somewhere between 50 and 70 percent. That’s the whole correlation. The logging, not the program and not the intensity.

And the soft stretches don’t line up with laziness, which is what I’d always assumed about myself. They line up with surgeries. With the Vespa wreck in January 2022. The drift tracked my attention getting yanked somewhere else, and the log went dark the second it did.

October 2025 was clean because by then I’d learned to keep logging through the noise instead of waiting for the noise to stop.

The log remembers better than I do

This is the part I didn’t want to write.

The record didn’t just surprise me. It caught me. There are stretches I remembered as disciplined that the record labels more honestly: “stopped paying attention.” There’s a period I’d have sworn I trained hard through, and the log says I drifted for weeks and told myself a kinder version later. My memory had been editing the tape to make me look better.

The food log doesn’t lie.

Even my drinking showed up that way, and I’ve written about that one before, so I’ll keep it short. Over 15 years, alcohol was under 8 percent of my calories in the lean stretches and crept up near 18 percent in the soft ones. The drinks I’d waved off as nothing were a budget line item the whole time. The log knew before I did.

Here’s why any of this matters to you, sitting there wondering why you’ve gotten soft when you feel like you’ve been trying.

Your memory is lying to you

You probably have been trying, in your memory. Your memory is the worst possible witness to your own effort, because it grades on intention and rounds up. It remembers the good week and drops the three behind it. Mine did the same thing for years, and I’m a guy who logs.

You don’t need a new program to fix that. You need 30 days of honest entries and the nerve to read them back without flinching. The number that’s keeping you soft is in there, and it’s almost never the one you’d guess.

So I built the timeline

That’s what my book does. It takes the three records I kept without realizing I was building a case: what I ate, what my body went through, and what my life was doing. It lays them on the same timeline so you can see the correlations for yourself. Where the data and my memory disagreed, I let the data win and I left the gap showing. An honest gap beats a smoothed-over one.

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For this week, carry this. Trust the log over your memory. The story you tell about your effort is generous. The record isn’t, and the record is the one that’s right.

Go read yours.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I have 34,000 entries in a food logging app, fifteen years of them. Twelve dated progress photos from the last ten years, the oldest ones old enough to look like a different guy. And a medical file big enough that I’ve lost track of what’s in it.

For years those were three separate stacks. I’ve written about parts of them right here. What I track and why. The drinks I stopped pretending didn’t count. The body I got dealt instead of the one I would have ordered. Each one got its own 7AM Sunday debut here on my site.

Then I put them in one room, arranged by date.

That’s when I saw it was all the same story.

The stacks didn’t lie, and they didn’t flatter me

Here’s what I expected when I laid it out: a climb. A guy who figured it out in 2003 at 41 years old, lost the weight, learned the lesson, and held the line for 23 years.

That’s not what my record shows at all.

My record shows a man who fell off and climbed back on more times than I’d care to admit. There are stretches where my food log just stops, because I stopped. There are whole seasons where the line runs the wrong way, and you can match the dates to a surgery, or to a divorce at 59, or to four moves in four years. Thirteen surgeries leave marks in your data the same way they leave scars on your body.

I went looking for proof that I was disciplined. What I found was proof that I kept coming back.

Those are different things

Discipline, the way most of it gets sold, is a straight line. You decide, and then you execute, day after day, until you’re the guy in the photo.

I’ve never once done it that way. Not in 2003, not now. My log line looks like a heartbeat monitor. Up, down, flat, gone, back.

The version of me that ended up as lean at 64 as at 41 didn’t stop falling. The gap between falling and starting again just kept getting shorter. A bad week used to cost me a bad year. Then a bad month. Now a bad week costs me a few days, because I’ve got fifteen years of evidence that a few days is all it costs, if I log breakfast again on Monday instead of waiting for January.

You don’t need the clean record

If you’ve been standing at the edge of this waiting to become the kind of man who doesn’t fall off, I’ve got bad news from the data: that man doesn’t exist. I looked for him in my own files for a couple of decades and he never showed up.

The man who wins had a garbage week, knows it, doesn’t make it mean anything about his character, and opens the app again. He just goes back to the boring fundamentals he already knows work, no fresh start, no waiting for Monday, because he’s got receipts that they work.

Your receipts are sitting there too. The weeks you tracked and the weeks you went dark. You already know which is which.

There’s a line in Proverbs about this, and it’s not one people quote at you: the righteous falls seven times and rises again. The whole proverb lives in the rising, not in the never falling. I read it differently now that I’ve got fifteen years of my own falling and rising on one page.

So I wrote it down

I spent the last few months doing what I should have done years ago. I took the three stacks, the food logs, the photos, and the medical history, and I put them on one timeline. What I ate, what my body was going through, and what my life was doing to me, all on the same page.

It turned into a book: The Last 10 Pounds, out on June 30th. I’ll have more to say about it, and where to get it, over the next couple of Sundays.

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For today, carry this one thing: stop waiting to become the man with the clean record. Become the man whose bad weeks don’t get to turn into bad years.

Make the gap shorter this week.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

Monday morning, leg press. Last workout I had 380 pounds on the rack, which is where I keep it these days. A few years back I’d have looked at that number and wanted to drop the pin another notch to 400 before I started my first working set. More was the entire point of being at the gym.

That wiring is still in me. I felt it Monday, the old itch to load it heavy and find out what was left in the tank.

I left it at 380 and did my reps.

In one month I turn 65. I’ve spent most of my life reaching for the next plate in one form or another. I left the Navy at 28 with no degree and no GI bill and started from the bottom with nothing, and every few years there was a new bottom to start from. The reflex served me. You don’t claw your way up by teaching yourself code at a folding table in a warehouse because you’re satisfied with where you are. Satisfaction was the enemy. There was always a heavier load, a bigger number, a next thing.

That reflex builds a man’s first half. It can hurt him in his second.

What the engine cost to build

I was born with a clubfoot. The corrective surgery set off a chain that gave me scoliosis, and somewhere along the way my lung capacity settled at 66 percent of what it should be for a man my size. Thirteen surgeries from childhood until now.

I still got lean and strong in my 60s. Not heroically. Three days a week. Forty to sixty minutes. Showing up and logging it until the body I’d been handed became one I’d built.

That’s the engine. 15 years of consistency turned my wheezy, crooked chassis into something that runs hard.

Here’s the part I had to learn over time: when you boost your car from 350 horsepower to 600, you don’t sit in the garage telling yourself you need 800. You built the 600. You drive it. You keep the oil clean and the belts tight and you enjoy the machine you spent two decades building. The man who keeps revving it past the redline hunting for more is the man who ends up with a blown engine.

At 65, another plate on the machine buys me nothing but better odds of tearing something that won’t heal on the “young” schedule.

I already know how this movie ends

I know the cost of the “more” reflex because money taught me before the gym did.

I rode a bunch of crypto positions all the way up, watched them turn into serious money, and didn’t take much off the table. I needed it to be bigger. So I held most of it all the way back down to where I started, and then I sat there holding nothing, having flunked the same test a dot-com crash had given me 20 years earlier. Twice now I’ve handed back the thing I built because 600 wasn’t enough and I reached for 800.

Your body runs the same math, and your body doesn’t issue refunds. Push past your stage on a heavy day and the bill comes due in a torn shoulder, and a torn shoulder at 65 isn’t a six-week problem. The account I’m guarding now took longer to build than I’ve got left to rebuild it.

I’d like to tell you the itch is gone, but it isn’t. When I was younger, training was about vanity, looking good, getting noticed. That’s quieter now. I still want to be strong, but now the point is different: to be the kind of man my wife can lean on and other men can learn from.

Vanity still tugs at my sleeve; it just doesn’t run the show anymore.

Enough is a discipline

Paul wrote something to Timothy that took me until my 60s to understand:

He wrote it to people who’d turned their faith into one more way to get more. The contentment he’s pointing at is a hard skill: knowing when you have enough and guarding it instead of gambling it. My body is a good thing. Strength is a good thing. They go wrong the moment they become the thing I’d wreck myself to increase.

So here’s where it lands for you: somewhere you’re carrying a number you set when you were a different man. A weight on the bar, a waist size, a paycheck, some figure from 20 years ago you still measure yourself against today and come up short. That shortfall may not be failure. It may be a measurement error. You’re holding the engine you have now against the redline of the engine you used to be.

I’m not telling you to give up and just let yourself go. Keep showing up. Three days a week, or whatever yours is. Keep the discipline, because maintenance is still work and a 600-horsepower machine left to sit in the driveway rots like anything else. The job in the second half turns from building to keeping, and keeping is not the lesser verb. Ask any man who let it all go what he’d give to have something worth maintaining again.

I built and sold two companies by always reaching for the next thing. That reflex made my career, and it nearly emptied my bank accounts twice. The gym is where I finally learned the difference between building something and feeding something that can never be full.

You built the 600. Quit trying to wreck it for 800.

The body part of this is a book I just finished, and it’s all about the keeping. The Last 10 Pounds is how I stayed lean through 13 surgeries, a wrecked knee, four moves, and a divorce, on 66 percent lung capacity and 34,000 logged meals. The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don’t want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter’s free on my website:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties. He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com about faith, identity, and the second act.

Dinner done. Dishes done. Me on one couch, my ex-wife on the other. A glowing screen across the room. We’d sit there, each alone but in the same room, for three or four hours and call it the end of the day, then go to bed.

That was my empty-nester stretch. I’d already sold Screen Rant. Game Rant was growing and I was pouring time into it.

My marriage had thinned to surface-level politeness. Nothing we fought about. Nothing we shared, either. Twenty-four years married, and this was what it had become. It kept being what it had become for a long time after I should have noticed.

That feeling, that quiet weight in the chest in the evenings, has a name. Henry David Thoreau wrote it down in 1854.

“The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.”

The line opens the first chapter of Walden, called “Economy.” Thoreau wasn’t writing about poverty. He was describing men who looked fine from the outside, respectable and busy and industrious. Men who paid their debts, kept their houses, and showed up for their roles. They looked functional. Inside, they were hollowed out.

His complaint was that these men had become owned by the very things they thought they owned. The farm owned them through the mortgage. The job owned them through the schedule. The respectability owned them through the fear of stepping outside it. They were functional, but they hadn’t chosen the life they were living. They’d inherited it from culture and convention and kept it running because everyone else kept theirs running.

That’s the desperation Thoreau saw. A quiet internal knowledge that life was supposed to be more than maintenance.

My work was a place to hide

By the time I was deep in the Game Rant years, I didn’t need the income. Screen Rant had sold. The money was gravy. What I needed was somewhere to be.

My work gave me focus, a place to put my attention that wasn’t my marriage, a reason to be busy that nobody questions. Nobody walks up to a man building a company and tells him he’s avoiding something. They tell him he’s driven.

Driven was the word people used, but what I was really doing was hiding.

The hiding worked until it didn’t. My marriage ended at 59. Then a strange thing happened. The thing I’d assumed was the source of the heaviness, my dead marriage, was gone, and the heaviness was still there. Bigger, in fact. I didn’t have the work to hide behind anymore. I could do whatever I wanted, and for a while I enjoyed myself thoroughly. But after a while, I started to feel the emptiness underneath the enjoyment.

That’s the thing about quiet desperation; it doesn’t leave when the obvious problem leaves. The obvious problem usually isn’t the problem.

Meaningful work isn’t a vaccine

I work on The Redeemed Second Half almost every day now. I’m 64, fit, and married to a woman I share my life with. I’ve been to the bottom and back. By every external measure, the rebuild took.

But the feeling still visits from time to time.

Some mornings I sit down to write and the thought lands: Maybe none of this really matters. Maybe I’m not helping anyone. The same low-grade hum Thoreau named in 1854. It doesn’t show up because something’s going wrong. It just shows up.

Meaningful work doesn’t immunize you against this.

This isn’t a literary mood

There’s a temptation to quote Thoreau as if he were describing a poetic condition: the thoughtful man’s affliction, wistful melancholy.

It isn’t poetic.

Men make up 50% of the population in the United States. But we account for nearly 80% of the suicides. Our suicide rate runs almost four times that of women. The “quiet” in quiet desperation is the quiet of a man who didn’t tell anyone, kept showing up to work, made the holiday calls, and one Thursday afternoon was done.

Thoreau diagnosed it. He didn’t cure it.

Thoreau’s prescription is the most-quoted line from Walden:

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately.”

The directive: examine your life, strip the unnecessary, find what’s essential, choose instead of inherit.

The work is real. I’ve done a version of it. After my divorce, I had to look at every assumption I’d carried into my prior life and ask which ones were mine. Examination is part of the cure.

You can spend a decade examining a life and still arrive at the same low hum, because there’s no anchor outside yourself that the examination can rest against. You’re a man auditing the cage you built. Sooner or later the question stops being what’s necessary and becomes why it’s necessary. Walden gives you the question, but it doesn’t give you an answer that holds.

Stoicism can help a man govern his reactions. It still can’t tell him why the life he’s governing is worth living.

Thoreau can wake a man up. He can’t hold him once he’s awake.

What does hold

When the quiet desperation visits now, and it still does, three things consistently pull me out. They’re anchors, and I install them before the wave hits.

1. The anchor: eternal perspective.

The first thing I reach for is the timeframe. My life on earth is short compared to eternity. The thing currently making me feel like nothing matters is competing with my belief that everything does, because there’s a God who knit me into this story for a reason I don’t fully see.

I read my Bible in the morning, work at praying throughout the day, and try to keep Christ in mind when the spiral starts. That practice does the load-bearing work the examination can’t do on its own.

Thoreau told men to live deliberately. Christ tells men to live accountable to something larger than their own deliberation. The second answer carries weight the first can’t.

Everything that follows is downstream of that.

2. Small-moment agency.

When the meaning question gets loud, a smaller interaction does more than a bigger purpose. The grocery cashier, the neighbor at the mailbox, holding the door for a guy at the grocery store. A compliment that costs nothing. A second of real attention. Being fully present with another human being instead of half-checked-out and waiting to move on.

It sounds too small to matter, but it makes a difference. Quiet desperation makes everything feel like nothing, and arguing with the feeling makes it bigger. Doing something kind for someone else for a few seconds shrinks it.

3. A few honest men.

The third anchor is two or three other men I can tell when the feeling lands. Work friends don’t count. The church-foyer handshake circle doesn’t count. I’m talking about men with their own version of this, who’ve earned the right to push back on me, and whom I’ve earned the right to push back on.

Ecclesiastes puts it plainly:

We tend to do this alone. It’s our default mode. Half the lethality in that suicide number is the silence between the feeling and the next morning. A man with two or three real friends has somebody to call. A man without them is on his own with whatever shows up at 3 a.m.

Every man I know who manages this has all three working together.

The challenge

Thoreau wrote, “I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately.” That’s the front half. The back half is that you need something to live deliberately toward, and a couple of men who’ll notice when you stop.

The real tragedy is that we adapt to lives we were never meant to accept and call the adaptation maturity and responsibility.

If the feeling is on you right now, you’re not crazy and you’re not weak. You’re awake.

Examine the life Thoreau told you to examine. Then anchor it where he wouldn’t, and make sure somebody knows where you’ve put the anchors.

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I thought Puerto Rico would make me a different man.

It didn’t. I had to move a few times before I realized you can’t outrun yourself by moving.

I packed up my life in Utah and moved to San Juan when I was 59. Not for a job or for family. My 24-year marriage was over and I’d been divorced less than a year. I was in a tumultuous relationship, the house was gone, my role as a husband and business owner was gone, and I was sitting in a rental apartment that had nothing of me in it. I decided the problem was staying in the city where my marriage ended.

I connected with a guy named Candido through an online men’s group who lived in San Juan and owned a cigar bar. He was a super popular guy, and he introduced me around. There was a ready-made circle waiting for me. Other seasoned men who’d been through divorce and relaxed into their laid-back lives on the island. I could be at the bar by six with a bourbon and a cigar, and three or four guys would show up most nights. The bartender knew to make an Old Fashioned when I walked in the door.

For about a year, I thought I had it all figured out. Hanging out with a bunch of like-minded men, getting into cigar culture, heading to the beach in the morning for quiet time and some Bible reading. I even got back on two wheels after decades since I’d ridden a motorcycle. OK, it was a bright yellow Vespa, but a guy’s got to start somewhere.

Eventually the group dynamic started to fade. Life got in the way, guys got busy. The last few months in San Juan I was sitting in my apartment, drinking that bourbon alone, with no one to text. The loneliness and insecurity I’d been running from had been waiting for me the whole time.

I turned 60 in Puerto Rico with no party and no one organizing anything. Fortunately one of the men I’d met and his wife took me out for dinner when they found out I had nothing planned, and I was more grateful than I knew how to express.

As the weeks went by I felt more and more isolated despite dating a few different women. A couple of months later, I packed up Puerto Rico and moved to Nashville.

Same playbook, new city

It was a different setup, but essentially the same plan. My friend Charles had also decided to move to Nashville from Boston, so we decided to become roommates. Built-in company, lower rent.

I tried dating apps, took some salsa classes, bought a Honda Rebel 500 (don’t judge me, I ride a Ducati now), and I built another social circle – or rather, my friend built it and I tagged along. I told myself this time was different because Nashville wasn’t an island and I wasn’t dealing with being a foreigner in a country where I just couldn’t manage to pick up the flavor of Spanish they spoke there.

In the end, it wasn’t really different.

My roommate became one of my best friends. The dating produced nothing serious. Salsa was a good time but I never really got into it – it was just something social to do, and didn’t fill anything inside me, really. About four months in I sat at a restaurant alone on a weekday night, ordered a steak, and noticed I was doing the exact same thing I’d done in San Juan. The view out the window was different but I was the same guy at the table.

That was the moment of recognition.

Six hundred years earlier

Buckaroo Banzai said it in one line: “Remember, no matter where you go, there you are.”

Thomas à Kempis wrote something around 1440 that I wish I’d taped to my mirror at 59:

“You cannot escape it, run where you will; for wherever you go, you take yourself with you, and you will always find yourself.”

That Dutch priest nailed it. So did David about 2,500 years earlier, asking the same question with God in the equation:

There’s no geographic answer to a spiritual problem. The Caribbean won’t save you. Neither will moving to another city halfway across the country. The presence in your own head and the One above it both come with you. I didn’t realize that at 59. I figured a new zip code would do the work, but it didn’t. Two zip codes didn’t.

The work was sitting with the man I’d been avoiding. That’s the responsibility no truck rental can solve and no friend group can substitute for.

Moving to a new place has its uses. A new climate, a fresh start, a different commute, a city where nobody knows your last marriage or your ex-wife. Those are fine reasons, but they won’t fix the underlying problems.

What I’d tell him now

Here’s what I’d say to the version of me who was loading the moving truck.

You’re running from yourself and you don’t know it yet. You’re going to spend two years and a small fortune learning a lesson you could’ve learned for free in your own living room. The silence you can’t sit with in Utah is the silence you can’t sit with in San Juan or Nashville or anywhere else.

The move isn’t going to fix the marriage that ended. It isn’t going to fix the fact that you don’t know how to be alone with yourself.

Move if you want to. Puerto Rico will teach you things, and it’ll be an interesting experience and addition to your life resume. Nashville will too. But know you’re not fixing anything by moving. You’re changing the backdrop on a problem you’ll face wherever you sit down and are alone with your thoughts after the date or after hanging out with the boys.

The real change came in Nashville, at a table for one. Something finally shifted. I’d done a ton of self-work over the course of the last couple of years with help from others, and I’d spent more time reading the Word. I sat there, ate the steak, and noticed I was fine. The silence was where I’d finally meet myself and the God I’d been outrunning, who as my wife likes to remind me now, had been chasing me for quite a while.

A couple of months after that I met my wife Mai. By then I’d done enough of the work to know the difference between needing her and choosing her.

If you’re thinking about packing the truck

If you're 50 or 60 and you've started fantasizing about a new city or a new country, sit with this first. There are good reasons to move. Family. Climate. Cost of living. A real new chapter in your life. Those are different from packing the truck because you can’t stand your own company where you are right now.

You can change the apartment or the country. But the man who walks into the front door of the new place is the same one who walked out of the last one.

Stop running and face what you’ve been avoiding. That’s where the work is.

The one thing that didn't change between Utah, Puerto Rico, and Nashville was the work I was doing on my body. The Last 10 Pounds is the long version of that thread, based on 34,000 food log entries and training records that carried through four moves and eleven adult surgeries. My body kept improving while the rest of life kept rearranging itself.

The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don’t want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter’s free on my website:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

You’ve got four or five projects spinning. You sit down at the desk intending to make progress on one of them. Instead you work haphazardly for a couple of hours, then check out completely. You get that deer-in-the-headlights look and tell yourself you just need a break.

Maybe you don’t need a break. Maybe you need to look at the deadlines.

Pick the project eating the most hours right now. The one you keep coming back to even when your wife is talking to you. Ask yourself who set the deadline. If it came from a client, from money on the table, or from a promise to someone who’d be hurt if it slipped, you owe it. If you picked the date yourself, that’s not a deadline, it’s pressure you invented.

Most men who run this find that at least half the dates on their list came from their own head. No client waiting, no contract on the table — just a date you wrote down once and started treating like it was carved in stone.

The first way to fail in the second half is to slow down because you’ve earned it: sit on the beach, drink the margaritas, and fade away without noticing until it’s too late. The second is to speed up because you’re running out of time: load every plate, run hot, and burn out the body and the marriage you worked hard to build.

I’ve done the first one, and I’m currently sitting in the second. Neither is the right call.

After I sold Game Rant and my divorce was final, I had nothing to do. At first that felt like winning. No deadlines, no payroll, no analytics to scrutinize. When people asked me about retirement, my standard reply was “You can only sit on the beach and drink so many margaritas before you start to lose your mind.” After about six months, the aimlessness started to seep in: no motivating reason to get up in the morning, nothing productive to do. I felt directionless and lacked purpose.

I escaped the first failure mode and didn’t see the second one coming.

The return of purpose

Last year a few men started telling me I should be mentoring other men. I wasn’t looking for it. Now I’m usually the guy who says he never hears God speaking to him, and I’ll admit I get a little annoyed by people who claim to hear Him constantly, but I think this time I heard Him. The Substack came together in a way I can’t fully explain, and I believe the Holy Spirit put a series of men in front of me that led to it.

The first couple of months reminded me of building Screen Rant. I had the same rush: figuring out the algorithm, building dashboards, learning what hits and what flops. By my third month I had over a thousand subscribers. Running hot felt familiar and extremely productive, so I kept loading the plate. I was in the groove.

Then a reader-driven idea turned into a vibe-coded app project that I think will help men in dark places. I dusted off The Last 10 Pounds, a fitness eBook from 23 years ago and watched it morph into a full fitness-centric memoir. On top of that, a daily online course that drops a new concept every morning, each one waiting to be applied.

Anyone who’s built anything knows the rule: the last 10% of a project takes longer than the first 90%. The deeper I got into each one, the more new items I’d find that needed adding to the task list. For a while the lists were shrinking and I had visions of app rollout and book publication. Instead, the lists started getting longer and completion dates farther away.

I went from bored out of my mind to so busy I couldn’t think straight in a matter of months.

The cost

My wife Mai noticed before I did. She told me I wasn’t really present when I was with her, and that she wasn’t getting to see much of me. She wasn’t wrong. When I’m in the zone, I sit down at 8 AM, come up for a light lunch, sit back down, and disappear again until seven or eight at night.

The answer was clear: the deadlines I’m carrying are mine. I’m the one holding the gun to my own head. I’m the only one setting strict deadlines on the app, the book, and the course. The one external deadline I do have is this article, every Sunday at 7 AM.

The reason you load yourself up like this isn’t logistics. You’re trying to prove something. To yourself, to a wife who’s seen you fail before, to the version of yourself at 30 who’d have judged the version of yourself at 60.

Augustine had a phrase for it: ordering your loves. The fitness, the building, the writing aren’t wrong on their own. They become wrong when they start standing in for your self-worth. When the project list stops being a tool you use and becomes a god you serve.

Numbering the days

That verse used to sound like a warning about mortality. Now it sounds more like instruction. Numbering your days means knowing what each one is really for.

I talked to my wife about it. I talked to my sister, who shares my Type A wiring and recognizes the pattern in herself. I had a couple of prayer sessions asking God what to set down.

I’m putting a couple of my projects on hold. That won’t come easily. The part of me that built two media companies still believes I can grind through it all, alone. At 64 I know better. The grind cost me a marriage of 24 years once. I’m not doing that again.

If you’re running a loaded project list right now, sit down with it tonight. Skip the reorganizing. Ask yourself what you’re trying to prove with each deadline, and to whom. The ones you owe, keep. The rest are yours to set down.

The work you set down will still be there next month. The people sitting across from you at dinner might not wait that long.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

Adapted from Chapter 3 of the book I’m finishing.

The body in this post is what I started with — before any of the work that became “You Don’t Need More Sets.”

I can trace the chain. It starts small and specific, becomes a cascade, and by the time I’m sixty-four, I’m standing in front of a mirror looking at what fifty years of structural compromise looks like.

Here’s what’s different about this part of the story: I can’t blame the choices I made. The body I was working with wasn’t the result of bad decisions or neglect. It was built that way. It was broken before I had any say in the matter.

Part one: the origin

I was born with a right clubfoot. It was corrected in infancy with surgery, casting, the whole protocol. It worked. I can walk normally. The correction came with a permanent cost, though: my right foot is two sizes smaller than my left. My right calf is a full three-quarters of an inch smaller in circumference. The muscle insertion is higher. The entire right leg is measurably smaller than the left.

What that means is asymmetry. Built in, structural. It doesn’t fix itself.

When I was a kid, shoes were a nightmare. I had to buy two pairs and throw one away. One shoe fit my left foot. The other fit my right. I’d walk out with paired shoes, each one wasted by half. Junior high, I wanted to try track and field. My mother said no. She was certain I’d get hurt. The clubfoot, she thought, meant I shouldn’t push it. So I didn’t, and I wasn’t that invested anyway. But I was aware, even then, that the foot was making some of my choices for me.

As I got older, I became self-conscious about it. I had a limp. It wasn’t severe, but it was there. I knew it was there, and I was old enough to know that other people could see it too. That does something to you. You carry it differently, stand differently. You start to own the thing you’re self-conscious about by changing how you move. My mother’s protectiveness fed into that. She meant well. What I got was a message: your body is fragile. Be careful. Don’t push it. When you’re young, that message sinks in deep. It becomes part of your operating instructions.

Part two: the cascade

Here’s how the body works: one thing isn’t just one thing. That leg-length differential, smaller right foot, smaller right calf, smaller right thigh, creates a pelvic asymmetry. One side of the pelvis is slightly higher than the other. The body compensates. The spine curves to make up the difference. That’s how structural scoliosis develops.

The scoliosis isn’t just a sideways bend. It’s also rotation. The vertebrae twist. The ribs twist with them. When your rib cage is twisted and compressed, it changes the shape of the space inside. Less room for the lungs. Less room for full expansion.

That’s why I can’t breathe like other people do.

My lumbar spine is fused at L5 to S1. I had that done in my early forties. It was necessary. Fusing vertebrae means those vertebrae don’t move anymore. The joints above and below have to work harder. That’s a trade I made and would make again.

Then there’s the pectus excavatum, a depression in my chest wall from the thoracic twisting. It takes up room that the lungs need.

Put it together: clubfoot at birth. Pelvic asymmetry from the leg-length difference. Structural scoliosis with rotation. Thoracic cage distortion. Pectus excavatum. Lungs that have sixty-six percent of the capacity they should have. Each thing flows from the one before it.

I got my lungs tested. 66% of predicted for my baseline. Restrictive pattern. That’s the medical way of saying my lungs can’t expand the way they’re supposed to. Not because the lungs themselves are diseased. Because the cage around them is too small. It’s like trying to blow up a balloon inside a box that doesn’t fit.

Part three: the surgical timeline

I’ve had eleven adult surgeries, two as a child.

The clubfoot correction came first, when I was an infant. Hernia repair in childhood. Then the real machinery kicked in.

Right ACL replacement sometime in my late 30s. Lumbar spinal fusion, L5 to S1, around the same time. Those were the foundation-level surgeries.

Knee surgery again in March 2014 for the meniscus. Sinus surgery in 2016. Eye surgery that same year to correct the onset of double vision. September 2017: pectus bar surgery. The thought was that pulling the sternum outward would give the lungs more room to expand. It didn’t work. In November 2020, a second surgery to remove the bars. Two surgeries to learn that you can’t fix the rib cage problem when the problem is the spine. September 2020: prostate surgery.

Then a snowmobile accident. Violent tear to the rotator cuff when I hit the ground. Surgery in April 2021 to repair it. Four weeks into recovery, I reached for something I shouldn’t have been reaching for. The bicep tendon detached from the shoulder, right where the first repair had been made. Bicep tendon reattachment in May 2021. Two surgeries in four weeks.

I did okay for a long while. Then I got stupid in the gym. I’d been running my usual weight and reps on barbell press for a long time. I decided to go heavier: a 5x5 protocol. The rotator cuff gave out right at the previous repair site. June 2024. I went through surgery, and a few months afterward, the supraspinatus detached and retracted so far it was irreparable. They couldn’t reattach it. I’ve got most of a rotator cuff now: the teres minor and subscapularis intact. One big one gone, and another at less than 100%.

Eleven adult surgeries. That doesn’t even count the clubfoot correction, the hernia repair, or the Vespa wreck.

Part four: January 2022, Puerto Rico

I’d taken an introductory scuba course. The weight belt wasn’t calibrated right. I’d make an adjustment and start sinking. Then a small counter-adjustment and rise very quickly. Over and over for an hour. When it was over, I got on my Vespa and left the parking lot.

The next thing I knew, I woke up in a hospital.

I’d blacked out, presumably from the repeated rapid pressure changes. The Vespa went into a palm tree. Deep gash on my arm that needed stitches. Cracked vertebrae in my neck. Broken nose. My left knee had grade three tears in the ACL and MCL. The doctor wanted to operate.

I was done with surgery. Not afraid of it. Exhausted by the recovery. Six months to a year of rehabilitation every time. I just said no.

Over time, the knee stabilized. Not perfectly. I learned which movements to avoid. For walking and for the workouts I do, it’s held up.

Part five: breathing at sixty-six percent

I can lift weights. But squats and deadlifts, my legs will still have strength to give before my lungs run out. Then I stop the set. I step back. I’m heaving for breath. Sometimes it takes a couple minutes to settle back down.

Sometimes I’ll be sitting on the couch. Not moving. Not exerting myself. I start to feel short of breath. There’s a tightness, like I can’t inhale fully. It’s like breathing through a steel belt cinched around my ribs.

When I lie down to fall asleep, it gets worse. The position changes how the rib cage sits. I feel like I can’t take a full breath. Sleep gets harder.

I started doing Schroth exercises recently. They’re designed to counter the rotation and curvature. The intent isn’t to straighten a curve that’s been there fifty years. It’s to make the spine and rib cage more flexible. I’m already feeling a difference.

Part six: the current inventory at sixty-four

Fused spine from L5 to S1. Structural scoliosis with a kyphotic component, the forward curve, the way the thorax rounds. Right shoulder on a three-fourths rotator cuff. The supraspinatus is detached and gone. The infraspinatus is torn. I’ve got the teres minor and subscapularis still functional. It’s not nothing, but it’s not a full set of tools either.

Restrictive lung pattern. Two-thirds the breathing capacity most men my size have. Bilateral knee ligament history. The right knee is older damage. The left knee is from the Vespa wreck, the grade three tears that never got surgery. Both are compromised in different ways. My left knee is going to need a full replacement at some point. I can feel it.

I’m an inch and three-quarters shorter than I was in my twenties. The spine collapses slightly in the thoracic region. The body gets smaller. Congenital right leg asymmetry. Right foot two sizes smaller, right calf three-quarters of an inch smaller, right thigh smaller. That difference is built in. It doesn’t go away.

This is the body that did everything you’re about to read about in the rest of this book.

Whatever you’re working with is probably less compromised than this. You didn’t pick the body you got. What you do with it is the only part you control. Most men spend their second half hiding behind less and calling it a reason.

Decide which one you are.

Adapted from Chapter 3, The Last 10 Pounds. Out summer 2026.

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties. He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com about faith, identity, and the second act.

For years I tracked everything I ate. Logged meals, snacks, protein shakes, the handful of pretzels at 10 PM. I’ve written about what that data taught me about protein and staying lean at 64. I built a whole system of accountability around what went into my body.

Except the drinks. Those I’d eyeball. Or skip. Or log one when there were two.

I didn’t realize it at the time, but the gaps in my food log tell a more honest story than the entries do.

The Log Has Gaps

I’ve been logging food in the Lose It app since 2010. If you’ve read my previous articles on tracking and nutrition, you know the data goes deep. Here’s what I haven’t written about until now: what that data shows about my drinking. And more importantly, what’s missing from it.

In the summer of 2019, I was drinking on 85-93% of my logged days. By November of that year, it was 100%. My marriage was collapsing, and the Old Fashioneds were the only thing that made the evenings quiet.

Then December hit. Three logged days for the entire month. I didn’t stop drinking. I stopped counting.

The Crater

My marriage ended in 2020. I moved out in May, finalized the divorce in August, started a new relationship the same month. I was in survival mode and the drinking showed it.

The data from that summer: 90% of days with alcohol. An average of 445 calories per drinking day in Q3 alone. Seventeen days in July where the alcohol exceeded 400 calories. That’s two to three strong drinks minimum, on top of whatever I wasn’t logging. For months, I was pulling 600-800 calories a night from bourbon and cocktails while telling myself I was being disciplined about my diet.

I moved to Puerto Rico the following year. The drinking stayed heavy. Two or three at home most nights, a couple more if I went out. Then Nashville, where I moved in with a roommate who drank every night. Minimum two drinks sitting on the couch on any given Wednesday. The log from Q4 2022 shows only 16 total days tracked out of 90.

The Number You Haven’t Calculated

Here’s the math most men over 40 haven’t done.

A single Old Fashioned is about 180 calories. A whiskey pour is 110-140. A glass of wine is 130-200. A beer is 150.

At two drinks a night, seven nights a week, you’re looking at roughly 2,500 calories a week from alcohol alone. That’s 130,000 calories a year. The fat equivalent of about 37 pounds. At three drinks a night, it’s closer to 190,000 calories, or 54 pounds.

Your body has to do something with those calories. They don’t disappear because you didn’t log them. The protein you’re eating, the reps you’re grinding out, the miles you’re walking, all of it fighting against a number you’ve never actually added up.

During my worst stretch, the real number was probably north of 150,000 alcohol calories in a single year. I was training hard, eating what I thought was enough protein, and wondering why my body didn’t look the way I thought it should. The drinks were the reason. I just wasn’t willing to see it yet.

What Changed

I met my wife in March of 2023. Within a few months, the drinking had dropped to levels I hadn’t seen since I started tracking. There was no program, no intervention, no one quoting scripture at me about the temple of the Holy Spirit.

Something showed up in my life that made the drinking less necessary. The pain that the bourbon had been managing for three years was finally receding. I didn’t need the anesthetic anymore because the wound was actually closing.

I still drink. Old Fashioneds on the weekends. Whiskey on a weeknight sometimes. Red wine with dinner. In 2026, I’ve had alcohol on 58% of my logged days, averaging about 1.2 drinks and 270 calories each time I drink. Compared with the worst years, the total volume is down about 75%.

My wife’s influence on my life goes deeper than the drinking. Her faith shaped mine. She helped build the life that made the bourbon less necessary. The drinking didn’t change because I got religious about it. It changed because the life underneath it changed.

And that’s the part most men get wrong. They try to white-knuckle the habit. Cut back through discipline. Set rules about weeknights or drink counts. I tried all of that during the worst years and it didn’t stick. What stuck was fixing the thing the drinking was medicating. The habit didn’t break. The need for it shrank.

The Cost

A friend of mine has stayed fit for years while drinking five or six a night, until the food and alcohol finally caught up with him. That’s how it works past 40. You get away with it until you don’t. By the time you notice, the compounding has already been running for months—or years.

You already know if you’re drinking too much. You don’t need someone to tell you that. You need to open your food app tomorrow morning and log last night honestly. Then do it again the next day. And the day after that. For 30 days.

At the end of 30 days, total the alcohol calories. Divide by 30. Multiply by 365.

I tracked everything except the thing that was doing the most damage. It took fifteen years of data, healing, and one woman to make me face it.

Your body is the first thing God gave you to steward. Start with the number you’ve been avoiding.

Alcohol was the number I avoided longest. It's the hidden math that keeps the last 10 pounds on while you do everything else right. My book is where I lay out the whole system I used to find those numbers and take the weight off. Fifteen years of tracking, in one place. The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don't want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter's free on my website:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I was in my twenties, a fry cook with no plans for the future, and convinced I could be an amateur card counter. I wasn’t. I couldn’t count past +6 without losing track of the conversation at the table. But I’d read a book about it and that was enough for me to believe I had an edge.

Then I found a classified ad. Back when those were still a thing, some guy was selling a blackjack computer you could wear into a casino. I went and met with him. He showed me the whole setup. You wore this thing in your shoe and tapped out the plus and minus values of the cards with your toes (yes, really). He told me he’d used it himself, made a ton of money, and it was completely undetectable.

I saw dollar signs. I didn’t see the obvious.

It didn’t occur to me to ask him why he was selling it if it worked so well.

The thing cost $6,000. My parents had gifted me a piece of land in the Poconos, in the mountains of Pennsylvania. I sold it to buy this device. I think I used it once. Failed miserably. Tried to contact the guy and he was gone. He’d made his money. I’d lost mine, plus a piece of land I’ll never get back.

A few years later I fell for a pyramid scheme I can’t even remember the name of. Same pattern. I was desperate to figure out how to make money, and desperate men don’t ask hard questions. They hear what they want to hear.

The next Bitcoin

If you were around for the first crypto bubble, you watched this play out on a massive scale. It wasn’t just Bitcoin and Ethereum. Altcoins were flooding the market, hundreds of them, most with supposed use cases that sounded revolutionary. Many were pump-and-dump operations run by scammers who’d done their homework on one thing: people who missed out on Bitcoin wanted to find the next Bitcoin.

That’s the pitch. You missed the boat, but here’s the next one.

The thing is, that next one usually turns out to be the Titanic.

Tulip mania a few hundred years ago. Beanie Babies a few decades ago. Every bubble looks different on the surface and identical underneath. The people running the scam know exactly what they’re exploiting: regret. These days we call it FOMO: the fear that you missed your shot, combined with the belief that another one is right around the corner.

The word that ruins everything

Everyone knows the saying. It’s been around so long it’s become a cliché people nod at and then ignore.

“If it sounds too good to be true, it probably is.”

Here’s the thing: scammers aren’t defeated by that sentence. They aim straight at the one word that leaves a crack in the door:

Probably.

That word turns a locked door into an open window. It’s the loophole. The pitch is always the same: this is the exception. This is the one that works. You’re smarter than the people who got burned.

You’re not, and I wasn’t. The guy trying to convince you otherwise isn’t smarter. He’s just better at selling.

The rare cases where something pays off tenfold are exactly that. Rare. The odds aren’t hidden. They’re just ignored, because wanting something badly enough makes a man drop every bit of discernment he has. I know this because I’ve done it more than once.

It’s not just money

This goes beyond financial scams. It shows up everywhere men are vulnerable.

Health and fitness are full of it. Some new device that’ll tone your abs while you sit on the couch. Some pill that’ll make you lean without changing anything about how you live. I rebuilt my body the hard way, over years, and I can tell you that every shortcut I ever considered was a version of the same lie: results without a cost.

Even GLP-1 drugs like Ozempic deliver real weight loss, but they deliver muscle loss, emotional blunting, and a dependency you can’t walk away from right alongside it. The results are real. The cost is just deferred, not eliminated.

It shows up in relationships too. If you meet someone and she seems perfect, and months go by without a single flaw surfacing, without any acknowledgment that any flaws even exist, pay attention. Everyone has flaws. The absence of visible ones isn’t a green flag. It means they’re being hidden or denied. The longer that goes on, the harder the reveal hits when it finally comes. And it always does.

How to spot it before it spots you

Every version of this con looks different on the surface. Different industry, different price tag. But underneath, they all share the same DNA. If you can learn to recognize the pattern, you don’t have to outsmart every scam individually. You just have to spot the architecture.

The promised timeline defies reality. Thirty pounds in thirty days, six figures in ninety, a new body by summer. Whatever shape the pitch takes, the compression is the tell. Anything worth having takes longer than you want it to. When someone compresses months or years into weeks, they’re not selling you a faster path. They’re selling you the fantasy of skipping the work.

The mechanism is hidden. “This supplement burns fat.” No explanation of how. “This system generates passive income.” No explanation of how. “One weird trick” is the same hiding move compressed into a phrase that sounds clever. The vaguer the description of the process, the less there’s behind it. Legitimate programs can explain how they work. Scams can only describe the result.

You can't explain it in plain English. The pitch runs on proprietary terminology — invented acronyms, stacked buzzwords, self-coined frameworks. Every question you might ask gets answered in more of the same language. Most altcoins during the crypto bubble worked this way. If you can't describe what they do to a friend at dinner in one sentence, without using their vocabulary, you don't understand what you're investing in. Neither does anyone else. That's the point.

The conventional path is framed as the enemy. “What your doctor doesn’t want you to know.” “The fitness industry is lying to you.” This move repositions the shortcut as courage and the proven route as a conspiracy. It flatters you into thinking you’re too smart for the mainstream answer. You’re not being brave, you’re being handled.

There’s artificial urgency that serves the seller, not you. “Only three spots left.” “Price goes up at midnight.” Real opportunities don’t evaporate because you took a week to think about it. Pressure to act now exists because the pitch doesn’t survive scrutiny later.

The proof is unverifiable. Testimonials come without last names, screenshots without context, and “thousands of satisfied customers” without a single verifiable one. The guy who sold me that blackjack computer told me he’d made a fortune with it. I took his word for it. I had no way to check, and he knew that.

You have to commit before you can fully evaluate. Pay before you see inside. Sign before you read the terms. Anything that demands commitment before transparency is built to prevent the one thing that would kill the deal: a clear look at what you’re actually buying.

It leads with your pain instead of evidence. “Tired of being out of shape?” “Sick of watching other guys get ahead?” The pitch mirrors your frustration to build emotional momentum before it shows you a single fact. By the time you’re hearing the offer, you’re already nodding. That’s by design.

Any one of these by itself might be explainable. But when three or four of them show up together, you’re looking at the same architecture every time. Someone is selling you the outcome without the process, and the process is where the real value lives.

Money-making seminars in hotel conference rooms are built for this. They hit almost every flag on the list.

Knowing the signs isn’t enough if you’re already hooked

Every man I know who got burned, myself included, could’ve spotted at least half of those flags if he’d been calm. He wasn’t calm. He was excited. Excitement is the seller’s best tool because it turns your discernment into background noise.

First: never commit the same day you hear the pitch. Ever. A legitimate opportunity will still be there next week. If it won’t, that tells you something. The gap between hearing the offer and making the decision is where clarity lives. Scammers know this, which is why they work so hard to eliminate it.

Second: describe the deal out loud to someone who has nothing to gain from it. A friend. Your brother. The pitch works best in isolation — when it’s just you and the person selling. The moment you explain it to someone who isn’t being sold, you hear yourself. That should be enough. And do not fall back on saying “Well, you just don’t understand it.” or “I just can’t explain it as well as [insert scammer’s name] can.”

Where greed lives

The common thread in every one of these isn’t stupidity. I wasn’t stupid when I bought that blackjack computer. I was greedy. Greed doesn’t just mean wanting more money. It means wanting something so badly that you stop thinking clearly. You drop the filter. You hear the pitch and you fill in the gaps yourself, because you want it to be true.

Proverbs 28:20 says it plainly:

That word “hastens” is doing the work. The man who builds slowly and faithfully isn’t the one who falls for the pitch. The man who’s in a hurry is. I was in a hurry in my twenties. I was in a hurry in my thirties. I still suffer from that sometimes. Every time I got burned, it was because I wanted something fast enough to stop asking the questions that would’ve saved me.

If I could go back in time and give my younger self just one sentence, it would be this: “The word ‘probably’ isn’t a loophole. It’s the trap door.”

Every man reading this has his own version of my blackjack computer. Something he paid too much for because the pitch was good and his guard was down. The question isn't whether you'll encounter the next one. You will. It will come in a different form—different enough to make it hard to recognize it for what it is.

The question is whether you’ll hear “probably” and treat it like a crack you can squeeze through, or like the warning it is.

The guy who sold me that thing in his living room knew exactly what he was doing. He wasn’t selling a device. He was selling me permission to ignore what I already knew.

Don’t let anyone sell you that same permission.

Every shortcut I bought for my body was a version of the blackjack computer. Same architecture, different decade. The Last 10 Pounds is what I finally got from going the slow way: twenty years of food logs and training data stress-tested through eleven adult surgeries, plus a body at 64 that no shortcut would've produced. The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don’t want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter’s free here:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I wear an Oura ring. It tracks my sleep, my heart rate, my steps, my workouts. It knows when I lift. It knows when I do housework. It knows when I ride my motorcycle for two hours on a Saturday afternoon.

Last Friday I did 15 exercises in 43 minutes: seated leg press, Romanian deadlifts, pull-ups, incline press, rows, overhead press, cable crossovers, leg extensions, leg curls, face pulls, Pallof press, triceps pushdowns, curls, calf raises. One working set each, slow controlled reps to failure on every movement. I walked out of the gym spent.

The ring said I burned 2,680 calories that day.

The day before, I cleaned the house, moved some boxes in the garage, did some reorganizing in the kitchen, ran a few errands, and sat at my desk the rest of the afternoon. The ring said I burned 2,570 calories.

A difference of 110 calories. That’s a handful of almonds.

Two completely different days, and the ring treated them as basically the same.

The Flatline

I’ve worn this ring for almost three years. 1,086 days of daily calorie data. Here’s what that data actually shows.

On days I did strength training, the ring logged an average of 2,682 total calories burned. On days the only activity was housework, it logged 2,570. Walking-only days came in at 2,567. Rest days, where I barely moved, still hit 2,460.

From the hardest training day of the week to a day of doing nothing, the entire spread is 222 calories. That’s the contribution your workout makes to the number on your phone. Your resting metabolism and general movement throughout the day account for everything else.

The ring records every one of these activities. It knows the difference between a barbell and a broom. It just doesn’t care when it adds up the day. A calorie burned under a squat rack and a calorie burned pushing a vacuum both land in the same column.

And that’s where it lies to you. Not by withholding data, but by flattening it. By treating all effort as equal output.

It isn’t.

That said, knowing your actual daily burn is worth more than most men realize. Without a tracking ring or watch, you’re relying on whatever number your food app assigned you based on your age, weight, and a dropdown menu that asked if you’re “lightly active” or “moderately active.” That’s a guess. A 300-calorie guess in the wrong direction adds up to 30 pounds in three years. The ring gives you the real number. That matters. The problem isn’t the data. The problem is thinking the data tells you the whole story.

Three Men, Same Scale

Take three men. All 180 pounds. One lifts three days a week. One runs three days a week. The third doesn’t exercise, but he’s active around the house every day. On his feet, busy, always moving.

They all burn roughly 2,600 calories a day. They all eat 2,600 calories. Same protein, same scale weight.

Their bodies look nothing alike.

The lifter carries about 153 pounds of lean mass. Visible muscle in his arms, shoulders, chest, and legs. His body is partitioning protein toward muscle repair and growth because resistance training creates that demand.

The runner carries about 145 pounds of lean mass. More developed legs relative to his upper body, but narrower shoulders, a flatter chest, smaller arms. His calorie burn is real, but the adaptation signal is cardiovascular, not structural. Over time, distance running can actually be mildly catabolic (muscle loss) for upper body tissue.

The active guy carries about 137 pounds of lean mass. Softest appearance of the three despite eating and burning the same number of calories. His activity burns plenty throughout the day, but with no concentrated mechanical tension on muscle tissue and no signal telling his body to build or maintain anything beyond basic function.

Right now they all weigh 180 pounds and burn 2,600 calories. In a year the lifter will still be around 180 but visibly harder. The runner and especially the active guy will have crept up a few pounds of fat unless they cut their food or change their training.

Three identical numbers on the ring. Three different men in the mirror.

The Metabolic Rent

Here’s the part that compounds.

Lean mass is the primary driver of your basal metabolic rate. More muscle tissue means more metabolic activity at rest. Using the Katch-McArdle formula:

The lifter’s BMR is roughly 1,870 calories per day. The runner’s is 1,790. The active-but-untrained guy’s is 1,710.

That 160-calorie daily gap between the lifter and the non-trainer sounds small on a Tuesday. Over a year, it’s 58,000 calories. The equivalent of about 16.5 pounds of fat. The lifter’s muscle is charging metabolic rent every hour of the day, including the hours he’s asleep. The non-trainer’s body doesn’t owe that rent because it doesn’t carry that tissue.

And it gets worse over time. Without resistance training, men lose 3-5% of their muscle mass per decade after age 30. That means the non-trainer’s BMR is quietly dropping year after year. By 50, his maintenance number might be closer to 2,350 or 2,400 while he’s still eating like a 2,600-calorie guy. Slow, invisible weight gain that adds up to twenty-plus pounds per decade. That’s the “I didn’t change anything but I got fat” story that every man past 40 has either lived or watched a friend live.

The lifter is fighting the same clock. Sarcopenia doesn’t care about your gym membership. But resistance training slows it dramatically. His BMR stays relatively stable, or even climbs if he’s still adding muscle. Same birthday, same doctor’s office visits, but with a completely different trajectory.

What I Got Wrong for Eighteen Months

I spent the better part of 2024 undereating. My ring showed a daily burn north of 2,500 calories, and I was eating 1,700 on a good day. Seventy-five percent of my days were in a deficit, averaging negative 617 calories. I thought I was being disciplined.

I was cannibalizing the muscle I already had.

I was already training hard enough. What changed everything was feeding the process. Over the last eighteen months, I brought my protein from 110 grams a day to 150 (higher than that lately while doing my high intensity training program) while keeping total calories close to what I was actually burning. The deficit shrank from nearly 800 calories per day to roughly even. Lean mass went up. Body fat held at 11%. I hit all-time strength records at 64 on a protocol that takes 43 minutes, three days a week.

The ring showed roughly the same daily burn throughout all of it. The number barely moved. What moved was what I put into my body and what my training told it to do with it.

The Number That Matters

Your ring knows what you did today. Your food app knows what you ate. Neither one tells you the thing that actually determines your outcome: whether the demand you placed on your body built the tissue that raises your metabolic floor, or just burned calories that could have come from anywhere.

The man who lifts three days a week and eats enough protein to rebuild isn’t just training differently. He’s becoming a different machine. One that burns more at rest, holds more muscle under the skin, and compounds that advantage every year instead of losing ground.

You don’t pull your calorie number out of a hat. Your body earns it. The type of work you do determines what that number is.

The ring can’t tell you that. The mirror can.

The eighteen months I spent undereating in 2024 cost me muscle I had to rebuild. The Last 10 Pounds is the twenty-year version of finally getting this right: 34,000 logged meals, training data through eleven adult surgeries, and the principles that separate guys who keep their muscle into their sixties from guys who quietly lose it without noticing. The ring number alone is wasted years if you don't know what to do with it.

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

After my divorce, my net worth was cut in half. I rebuilt it in eighteen months through crypto. I should’ve taken that money off the table and put it into traditional investments. The kind that would’ve generated a solid five-figure monthly income without touching the principal. Secure and stable. Done.

Instead, the thoughts came.

If I could just double from here, we’re talking supercars. Yachts. Maybe a plane.

Here’s what’s ugly about that. I’d heard those exact thoughts before. Twenty years earlier, at the top of the dot-com bubble. I lost a pile of money back then and swore to myself I’d recognize the fever if it ever came back.

I didn’t recognize a thing. The fever walked right past every lesson I’d learned and sat down at the controls like it owned the place.

I held all the way down. By the grace of God, I ended up back where I started instead of worse. But that season taught me something I couldn’t learn from a book or a podcast or a men’s group.

Greed was the symptom. Worship was the disease.

Most men would never use that word in reference to themselves. Worship is for churches and cults and people who cry during songs. It’s not for men trying to rebuild after their life blew up.

But worship isn’t about singing. Worship is about whatever you give final authority over your life. Whatever tells you what you’re worth. Whatever you sacrifice for without being asked, or fear losing more than anything else.

Every man worships: his bank account, his title, the approval of others, his body in the mirror, the grudge he won’t put down. Those are altars. He built them whether he meant to or not.

Paul said it plainly two thousand years ago:

That verse isn’t about pagans bowing to statues. It’s about men like me, staring at a portfolio balance and asking it to tell me I’m significant.

If you want to know what you worship, don’t look at what you say you believe. Look at what ruins your peace when it’s threatened.

If approval is your god, every criticism feels fatal.

If control is your god, uncertainty feels unbearable.

If your body is your god, aging feels like dying.

If resentment is your god, forgiveness feels like losing.

If money is your god, you never have enough.

These aren’t bad habits. These are altars. And every man has built one whether he meant to or not.

The thing about false gods is they’ll accept your sacrifice. They’ll take your time, your sleep, your health, your marriage, your kids, your integrity. They’ll take everything you put on the altar. They just can’t give you anything back when you actually need it.

When the career collapses, it doesn’t come looking for you. When the marriage dies, the identity you built on it dies with it. When the money disappears (and I can tell you firsthand that it can disappear in a calendar quarter) it doesn’t bleed for you. It doesn’t fight for you. It doesn’t raise you back up.

In the end, every false god delivers the same thing: Nothing.

You don’t need anyone to tell you these things can’t save you. You already know. You’ve watched them prove it. The harder question is why you’re still serving them.

Easter is the day every dead god gets measured against a living Christ.

Christianity stands or falls on a dead man walking out of His grave. Not a metaphor or an inspirational idea or a seasonal sentiment. A historical claim that the tomb was empty. That the One who walked out of it is still alive.

Every man in the second half has already been to the altar of something that promised it would be enough. And it wasn’t. You went back, and it wasn’t—again. It never is. Easter says there’s a reason nothing else has held: because nothing else was supposed to.

That’s not a greeting card. That’s the offer. The man that life has emptied is not beyond the reach of the Christ who emptied the tomb. But he has to stop kneeling at an altar that can’t answer him.

I still have investments that could pay off well. The money isn’t the difference. The difference is what I’d do with it. I don’t think about the baller lifestyle anymore. I think about who I could help. What I could build that serves people instead of proving something about me.

That shift didn’t come from maturity or self-discipline or getting older and wiser. It came from the center changing. The thing I worship changed, and everything downstream from it changed with it.

You already know how to worship. You’ve been doing it your whole life. The discipline, the sacrifice, the devotion. It’s all there. You’ve proven that beyond any doubt.

The only question Easter asks is whether you’ve given all of that to something that will still be standing when everything else you built your life on is in the ground.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I bought a grey Volvo SUV.

I need you to understand how wrong that was for me. I’d spent 20 years building two digital media companies from nothing. When I sold the first one, I bought a C7 Corvette. When I sold the second, I bought a C8. I was the first person in Utah to have one. I felt like Tony Stark every time I got in that car.

Then I moved to Puerto Rico, didn’t bring the Corvette because it was going to cost a fortune in import taxes, and made a decision that tells you everything about where my head was at the time:

I bought a grey Volvo SUV.

Not because I needed an SUV. Because somewhere between the move and the financial hit and the rebuilding, I’d decided I should be “practical.” Sensible. The last time I’d felt good about my life, I’d been wrong about everything. So feeling too good became the thing I was afraid of. The Volvo was the car you buy when you’ve decided to punish yourself quietly, in a way nobody else even notices.

Men who manage to rebuild after a major setback often get the hard parts right: they hit the gym, fix their finances, get their diet dialed in. Maybe they start reading again, and find their way back to church. They do the work.

But some never update the way they live to match the man they’ve become.

They’re still buying grey Volvos.

They’re wearing clothes that belong to the guy who gave up on himself. Driving the car they bought during the worst year of their life. Saying no to anything that looks like it might bring them actual pleasure, because somewhere along the way they decided they didn’t deserve it, or were afraid of the consequences.

Here’s the thing: after the wreckage, after the divorce or the career collapse or whatever blew your life apart, you made a deal with yourself. Probably not consciously. The deal was:

The last time I felt good about my life, I was wrong about everything. I was confident, I thought I had it figured out, and it all blew up. So I won’t trust that feeling again. I’ll be disciplined. I’ll be responsible. And if I start feeling too good, I’ll treat it as a warning, not a reward.

That deal made sense at the time. It was survival, and kept you focused when you needed focus more than anything else.

But at some point, you were supposed to renegotiate it.

A few months into my time in Puerto Rico, I flew out to Colorado for a belief-work retreat that cracked something open in me. Something I’d been carrying for a long time. The details aren’t important here. What’s important is what I did when I got back to San Juan:

I swapped the Volvo for a Dodge Challenger.

The Challenger wasn’t my dream car, but it wasn’t a grey Volvo. It was the first external admission that the man driving the sensible SUV didn’t exist anymore. The internal shift had happened. The hardware just needed to catch up.

That pattern kept repeating. Every time I leveled up internally, my external life lagged behind until I forced the update. A move to Nashville brought a blacked-out Audi S5 that I pushed to 600 horsepower. Then came a motorcycle: a Honda Rebel that looked cool but was completely gutless. I outgrew it in an hour.

I went to a multi-day motorcycling school, came back, and realized the truth: I was still buying machines for the rider I had already stopped being.

That’s when I bought the Ducati Diavel V4.

It was the kind of bike I never would’ve dreamed of handling a year earlier. I added a racing exhaust, blacked out the silver, and replaced the plastic with carbon fiber.

I’ve had it a year now, and it still puts that idiot grin on my face every single time I look at it.

Maybe you’re reading this and thinking it doesn’t apply to you. You’ve done the work. Your body, your finances, your habits, your faith, all of it rebuilt. Better shape than you’ve been in years.

And you still won’t let yourself enjoy any of it.

You eat clean but it’s the same four things on rotation. Your apartment looks like you moved in last month even though it’s been three years. Your closet is full of clothes that belong to a man who stopped caring what he looked like. You can afford better. You just don’t believe you’re allowed to have it.

You call it discipline. Discipline has a purpose. This is penance. And it’s penance for a crime you’ve already been forgiven for.

Joy isn’t the reward you get after the rebuild is complete, it’s the evidence that the rebuild is actually working. If you’ve rebuilt everything that matters and you still can’t grin at something in your life, you haven’t finished. You’ve just built a more organized cage.

Every man should have at least one thing in his life that makes him grin like an idiot when he sees it.

Maybe it’s a motorcycle. Maybe it’s a 34-inch die cast model of the starship Enterprise sitting on your shelf (that’s mine in the top photo, BTW). It could be a leather jacket you’d never have bought two years ago, or a guitar you finally picked back up, or a trip you booked just because you wanted to. The thing itself doesn’t matter. What matters is that it belongs to the man you are now, not the man who was just trying to survive.

The reason has nothing to do with price tags or proving something to anyone else. It’s about proving something to yourself. It says: I’m not that man anymore. I did the work. I’m allowed to be here.

If nothing in your life puts that grin on your face yet, you’re not done. Find the thing. Allow yourself to have it. A rebuild that works isn’t enough. The life you’re living must feel like it actually belongs to you again.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

Guy after guy, the answer is usually the same when nutrition comes up: “I think I eat pretty well.”

I used to say it too. Then I started writing down everything I ate, and realized I was off by 300 calories a day in snacks I wasn’t counting, drinking more often than I thought, and hitting my protein target about a third of the time.

“Pretty well” is a guess. And you can’t fix your body on a guess.

If you read last week’s piece on training, you know I hit all-time strength records at 64 on a protocol that takes 44 minutes, three days a week. People want the exercises, the sets, the rep scheme. I get it. The workout is the exciting part.

The workout isn’t the reason I’m 160 pounds at 11% body fat.

The reason is boring: I track what I eat.

Every day. Every meal. Every Old Fashioned and every handful of dark chocolate. I’ve been doing it since 2010 using the Lose It app. Over 34,000 individual entries across fifteen years. I can pull up what I ate on a random Tuesday in 2014.

That’s it. That’s the whole nutrition secret.

What Tracking Actually Does

Guys think tracking food is about restriction. Count calories, eat less, lose weight. A deficit matters when you’re dropping body fat, but that’s not the main thing the log does.

The log creates awareness. When I see 1,600 calories and 70 grams of protein at the end of a day, I know I under-ate and tomorrow I need to make up the difference. When I see 2,800 calories with 400 of them from bourbon, I know the week needs a course correction. I’m not reacting to the mirror three months later wondering what happened. I’m seeing the data in real time and making small adjustments before they compound.

Here’s what I mean by awareness. In 2023, I logged 16 days the entire year. In 2024, I managed 101. In both of those years I saw the result of that in the mirror with a softer midsection and less muscularity.

Last year I logged 345 out of 365 days. The twenty I missed were travel and holidays. In February of this year, my daily calorie intake varied by only 12% from the average. I wasn’t white-knuckling through some strict meal plan. I was eating the way I eat and documenting it.

The difference between those years isn’t discipline. It’s data. When I’m logging, I course-correct in real time. When I’m not, the damage is invisible until it shows up in the mirror months later. The skill isn’t perfect consistency. It’s restarting.

You can’t manage what you don’t measure. I have fifteen years of data proving it.

The Part That Breaks People’s Brains

Here’s where guys who follow “clean eating” programs lose their minds.

My snack window runs close to a thousand calories a day. Gluten-free pretzels. Dark chocolate Dove Promises. Keto ice cream bars. Old Fashioneds on the weekends.

Keep in mind “snacks” for me aren’t just what I eat sitting on the couch at the end of the day. They’re whatever I eat that doesn’t fall into breakfast, lunch, or dinner: protein shakes after a workout, beef sticks in the afternoon to hold me over until dinner. It’s over a third of my total daily intake, and I’m not embarrassed by that number. I’m reporting it because it’s real.

If you’re over 40 and you’ve tried to get lean and failed, odds are good you were eating clean during the day and blowing it at night with food you never wrote down. I enter it into my app. All of it.

My daily average is about 2,400 calories. I’ve averaged around 150 grams of protein over the last three months, roughly 27% of total calories. Breakfast runs about 350 calories — Greek yogurt with berries, a banana, black coffee, and whey protein — with about 40 grams of protein before I leave the kitchen. Lunch is a protein bar, hard-boiled eggs, maybe some bone broth or leftover soup. Breakfast and lunch combined land around 850 calories. Dinner is where I eat. Chicken breast, stir fry, ground beef, brisket when we’ve made it. Six to seven hundred calories with another 50 grams of protein.

I’ve refined this pattern over the last four or five years and really dialed it in over the past twelve months. I eat light during the day and heavy at night. Nutritionists would tell you to spread your meals out. I tried that. It doesn’t fit how I live, train, or want to eat.

The best nutrition approach is the one you’ll do for years. Not the optimal one on paper.

The Protein Threshold

The one number that matters more than calories is protein. I’ve found over years of data that 140 grams per day is the line where things work for me. Above it, I hold muscle and stay lean. Below it, I soften. Last year I hit that threshold on 61% of my days. The years where I looked my worst, that number was below 20%.

The general formula is 0.8 to 1.0 grams of protein per pound of body weight. If you’ve got weight to lose, use your goal weight instead of your current weight. At 160 pounds, my target range is 128 to 160 grams. I aim for the upper end.

The sources aren’t glamorous. A chocolate protein bar shows up in my log almost every day, sometimes twice. Oikos Pro yogurt. Whey protein. Hard-boiled eggs. Chicken breast cooked in bulk. I’m not eating for Instagram. I’m eating to hit a number and move on with my day.

The One Thing

You don’t need a meal plan. You don’t need to eat clean. You don’t need to go keto or do intermittent fasting or whatever the fitness industry is selling this month. Having targets for things like carbs and sugar helps — I have them, and they keep me honest when I’m tempted to blow past them — but no single restriction is the answer.

You need to track what you eat. Every day. Honestly.

Get the Lose It app or MyFitnessPal or whatever works. Set a calorie target. Set a protein target based on your goal weight. Log everything — including the stuff you don’t want to see in the data. Do it for 30 days without skipping.

You’ll learn more about why your body looks the way it does in those 30 days than in the last five years of reading nutrition articles.

I eat dark chocolate almost every night. I drink Old Fashioneds on weekends. I have ice cream bars in the freezer. And I’m walking around at 11% body fat at 64 years old after a dozen surgeries, a fused spine, and a body that fights me on everything.

Your body is the first thing God gave you to steward. Every entry in that log is a small act of telling the truth about yourself.

The food isn’t magic. The tracking is.

What you saw in this piece is one slice of a fifteen-year experiment that never ended. The Last 10 Pounds is the rest of it: the food logs from 2010 forward, the years I let the tracking slide and watched the consequences show up in the mirror, the data from 13 surgeries that never let me coast. You're at the front end of the same loop I've been running. The book is what 15 years of running it looks like with the receipts attached.

The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don't want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter's free on my website:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

If you’re over 40 and you’ve either stopped lifting because you can’t train the way you used to, or you’re still grinding through 90-minute sessions and wondering why your joints ache and your strength is going backward, there’s a protocol you should know about.

It takes less than 45 minutes. You do it three days a week. One working set per exercise, full body, every session. And it may be the single most effective way for an older man to build real strength without destroying himself in the process.

Where It Came From

It’s called High Intensity Training, and it goes back to 1973.

Arthur Jones, the inventor of Nautilus machines, ran what became known as the Colorado Experiment at Colorado State University. The premise was simple and controversial: brief, brutally intense workouts taken to muscular failure would produce better results than the long, high-volume sessions every gym in America was built around. The results were disputed, but the core principle has held up for over fifty years and it sparked my curiosity.

The concept is that you don’t need more sets, you need harder sets.

How It Works

Twelve to fourteen exercises covering the full body (I did 15). One working set each. Every rep is a slow, controlled 6-count on the way up and a 4-count on the way down except for a couple exercises that focus on negative reps.

No momentum, no bouncing, no jerking the weight. You go until you can’t complete another rep in good form. That’s it. You’re done with that exercise. Move to the next one.

That tempo is the key, and it’s why this works so well for older bodies.

A single set of 10 reps at that speed keeps the muscle under continuous tension for about 70 seconds. A conventional four-set approach at normal tempo delivers roughly the same total tension, but it’s broken into pieces with rest periods in between where the muscle partially recovers. The slow set never lets up. One set delivers the stimulus of four. And because every rep is controlled through the full range of motion in both directions, your joints, tendons, and connective tissue aren’t absorbing the shock of momentum and sudden direction changes. You’re loading the muscle, not the structure around it.

For a guy over 40 with some mileage on his body, that distinction matters more than anything in a program.

What It Did For Me

I’m 64. I have a fused spine, structural scoliosis, 66% lung capacity, and an irreparable rotator cuff from my second shoulder surgery. I’ve been logging workouts for 4.5 years across multiple programs. Four weeks ago I switched to HIT.

In those four weeks, 10 of 15 exercises hit all-time personal records. Not “best since the surgery.” All-time. Seated leg press went from 220 to 335 pounds. Seated row from 85 to 115. Leg extensions from 70 to 90. Bicep curls, calf raises, hip thrusts, all at recorded peaks. A body composition scan showed I gained 1.4 pounds of lean mass while body fat dropped from 10.9% to 10.7%. My arms grew half an inch. Shoulders grew a full inch. Waist didn’t move (it’s 33”).

Before this, I was running a 5-day split. Four sets per exercise, five exercises per session, different muscle group each day. Almost four sessions a week. And over three weeks, my deadlift dropped 20 pounds, my stiff-leg deadlift dropped 20, and my standing calf raises dropped 20. More volume, more time in the gym, and I was going backward on the movements that stress the spine the most.

The exercises still below their all-time peaks tell an honest story too. Incline press is at 37% of where it was in 2022. Cable crossovers at 22%. Every movement that runs through my destroyed shoulder is permanently recalibrated. But every movement that doesn’t go through that shoulder is at or above the best numbers I’ve ever recorded. The protocol didn’t fix structural damage, but it gave my body a way to work around it and still progress.

Why This Fits Older Bodies

Here’s why I think this is the right approach for most men over 40, especially those carrying injuries, joint issues, or the general wear of decades of hard use.

The slow, controlled reps eliminate the two things that hurt older bodies the most: momentum and ego. You can’t cheat a 6-count concentric (or eccentric, on negatives). You can’t swing the weight. You can’t load up the bar past what you can actually control through the full range. Every rep is honest. And because the rule is to stop at the last rep you can complete in good form, not the last rep you can grind out with deteriorating technique, you’re building strength without accumulating the micro-damage that turns into chronic problems over months and years.

The recovery math is better too. Three sessions a week (original protocol was every other day), full body each time, with complete rest days between. No muscle group goes more than two or three days without a stimulus, but you’re never asking a 50-year-old’s recovery system to handle what a 25-year-old’s can. You walk in, you work as hard as you’re capable of working for 44 minutes, and you leave. That’s the whole program.

I’m not a trainer or a doctor. I’m a 64-year-old man with a body that’s been through 13 surgeries and a complete life rebuild, and this is the most effective training protocol I’ve found in over four years of documented work. The data backs it up. The mirror backs it up. And I don’t spend half my week in the gym to get there.

If you’ve been telling yourself you can’t make real progress anymore, that the best you can hope for is maintenance, that your body is too beat up to build anything new, test that assumption. Three days a week. One set per exercise. Slow and controlled. Stop when your form breaks.

You don’t need more time. You need harder minutes.

If you want to test this for yourself, run the protocol exactly as written for four weeks. Three sessions a week. One working set per exercise. Track the numbers.

The Protocol

Fifteen exercises. One working set each. Slow 6-second concentric, 4-second eccentric. Full body, three days per week.

Here’s the actual workout.

The Rules

One working set per exercise except for the first, which is a warm up. Every rep is a slow 6-count on the concentric (lifting) and a 4-count on the eccentric (lowering). No pausing at the top or bottom. Continuous tension, continuous movement. The weight should be heavy enough that you reach failure somewhere between 8 and 12 reps. If you get to 12 with good form, add weight next session. If you can’t hit 8, drop it.

Failure means the last rep you can complete with proper form. Not the last rep you can grind out with your back arching, your hips shifting, or your momentum taking over. When form breaks, the set is over. This is the single most important rule in the program. It’s what makes it sustainable for older bodies and what separates it from ego lifting.

A few exercises use negative-only reps instead of the standard tempo. On those, you lift the weight for a 4-count and then lower it on a slow, controlled 6-count. The lowering phase is where the muscle does the most work. I’ll note which exercises are negative-only in the lists below.

Full body, every session. Three days a week with at least one rest day between sessions. The original Jones protocol was every other day. Either works. Do not train two days in a row.

Warm up however you normally do. I do 5 minutes on the exercise bike. Then start.

The Original Protocol (14 exercises)

This is the unmodified version for someone without significant structural limitations. Jones originally designed the protocol around his Nautilus machines, which used a cam system to vary resistance through the range of motion. Those machines are rare now. Standard gym machines and free weights work fine. The principle is the tempo and the intensity, not the equipment.

1. Leg Press (Warm up + actual set)

2. Squat

3. Romanian Deadlift

4. Standing Calf Raise

5. Incline Dumbbell Press

6. Seated Shoulder Press

7. Dumbbell Lateral Raise

8. Pull-Ups

9. Bent-Over Row (negatives)

10. Lat Pulldown

11. Leg Extension (negatives)

12. Leg Curl (negatives)

13. Barbell Curl (negatives)

14. Triceps Extension

My Modified Protocol (15 exercises)

I have a fused L5/S1, structural scoliosis, and an irreparable supraspinatus tear in my right shoulder. These swaps let me train the same muscle groups without loading the structures that can’t handle it.

1. Seated Leg Press (replaces Squat — removes spinal compression)

2. Hip Thrust (replaces Romanian Deadlift — loads the posterior chain without stressing the lower back. I started with RDLs and swapped when my back told me to.)

3. Incline Dumbbell Press (replaces Bench Press — I kept this but at significantly lower weight due to the shoulder. 35 lbs now vs. 95 in 2022. Still progressing within the new ceiling.)

4. Pull-Ups (kept — 6-count up, 4-count down, full extension at the bottom. These are brutally different from normal-pace pull-ups.)

5. Seated Row (negatives) (replaces Bent-Over Row — eliminates the spinal load of the hip hinge position)

6. Seated Overhead Press (replaces standing Shoulder Press — seated removes much of the spinal load)

7. Straight-Arm Lat Pulldown (replaces traditional Lat Pulldown — standing, arms extended, pulling the bar downward. Isolates the lats without bicep assistance. Different exercise entirely.)

8. Cable Crossover (negatives) (added — not in the original protocol. I added this because my upper chest is underdeveloped. Also at reduced weight due to the shoulder.)

9. Leg Extension (negatives)

10. Lying Leg Curl (negatives)

11. Face Pull (negatives) (added — rear delt and upper back work that supports shoulder stability. Replaces Lateral Raise, which I can’t do because of the shoulder.)

12. Pallof Press, 2 sets (added — anti-rotation core work. 2 sets, one set per side. Important for spinal stability with my fusion and scoliosis.)

13. Triceps Pushdown (replaces Triceps Extension — easier on the shoulder)

14. Alternating Bicep Curl (negatives)

15. Seated Calf Raise, single leg (replaces Standing Calf Raise — I do each leg individually to prevent the stronger side from compensating)

Notes

The order matters. Compound movements first, isolation work after. Legs before upper body. You want the big muscle groups working while you’re freshest.

Don’t rush between exercises. You’ll be breathing hard, especially in the first two weeks. Take enough time to set up the next exercise properly, but don’t sit on your phone for five minutes. You’re meant to move from one exercise to the next with minimal rest, about a minute or two. The session should take about 40-45 minutes total.

Track everything. I use the Strong app. Weight, reps, and whether the set felt like true failure or if I had something left. If you’re not tracking, you’re guessing, and guessing doesn’t produce the kind of progression I showed above.

Expect the first two sessions to feel disorienting. The weight will feel light because you’re used to loading for normal tempo. By rep 6 or 7, you’ll understand why the weight is right. By session 3, you’ll understand the program.

If you’re coming from a traditional split and you’re used to leaving the gym with energy to spare, that’s over. This program will empty the tank in under 45 minutes. Plan accordingly.

That's the training. It's one piece of a bigger system I spent years tracking, and the rest of it (the eating, the numbers, the part that's harder than any workout) lives in a book. The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don't want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter's free on my website:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

You’re loyal to men who can only see the version of you that showed up broken.

That’s not an accusation. It’s a pattern most rebuilding men don’t recognize until it’s cost them years.

The friend who goads you into having a drink when you’ve decided to quit.

The buddy who rolls his eyes when you mention the gym.

The group that drags you back into outrage about news you’ve stopped watching.

You’ve felt the pull. You probably made excuses for it.

But those aren’t the ones that cost you the most.

The ones that cost you are the friends who think you’ve lost your edge. They’re booking adventure vacations and exotic trips, and your idea of a good weekend is staying home with your wife. They don’t get it. They think you’re settling, but you know you’re choosing.

Every one of those moments is the same thing: somebody built a chair for the broken version of you. And every time you sit down with them, you’re sitting in it.

When my 24-year marriage ended, I found a men’s community that I needed badly. I was in my late fifties with no framework for how to exist as a single man. These guys taught me to stop apologizing for existing, to understand dynamics I’d been blind to, to value myself in ways I never had.

I’ll always be grateful for that.

But the conversations never went past status. How you look. How much you make. How attractive the woman next to you is. There’s nothing wrong with any of those individually. Fitness matters. Financial success matters. Attraction matters.

But purpose, meaning, the kind of man you’re becoming once the scoreboard stops mattering — none of that was on the table.

Then I read a post in the group’s forum that said, “You have to train women like you train a dog.”

I didn’t blow up or make a scene. I just knew I didn’t belong at that table anymore.

Here’s the part nobody tells you about that moment: it doesn’t feel like growth.

It feels like ingratitude.

These men helped you when you were face-down. They gave you a framework when you had nothing. Walking away, even slowly, even without conflict, feels like betrayal.

It’s not.

Loyalty to a group isn’t the same as loyalty to who you’re becoming. And if the people around you can only see the man who showed up broken, they’ll keep building that chair. Not on purpose. That’s just the version they know.

I didn’t have a plan when I stepped back. I didn’t think, “I need to find other friends.” I just started spending time with different men.

Most of the men I spend time with now are Christians. Some are married, some aren’t. The conversations aren’t about status or conquest. They’re about stewardship and purpose. Who we’re becoming instead of what we’re accumulating.

That shift didn’t happen because I found better friends. It happened because my priorities changed, and I needed men around me who could see where I was headed, not just where I’d been.

I don’t say that to look down on where I was. That table kept me alive when I had nothing else. But I can’t sit there and pretend I still belong.

Find the men who see the version of you that’s being built, not the one that was broken. You don’t need a lot of them. You need the right ones.

Paul wasn’t saying the past didn’t matter. He was saying it doesn’t get to drive anymore.

You don’t have to burn the old table down. I still have friends from that earlier chapter, men who were never rigid to begin with, or have become more moderate in their views. Men willing to look at things from multiple angles, who respect the direction I’m headed even if they don’t share all of it. Most of them aren’t Christian. I don’t need them to be. I just try to be an example of what the rebuild looks like when it’s anchored in something deeper than status.

I was recently invited back to the group I’d left, and I went. Not to the same chair, but the reception wasn’t hostile, it was curious. Sometimes the best thing you can do is come back to an old table as proof that another way exists.

My priorities shifted, so my friendships shifted with them. That’s not betrayal of the men who helped me survive. It’s the honest truth that surviving and building aren’t the same season.

Gratitude for what someone gave you in a dark season is real. It should be honored. But it’s not a reason to keep sitting at a table you’ve outgrown.

The friends worth carrying into the second half are the ones who see the man you’re becoming and refuse to let you settle for the one you were.

The rest aren’t enemies. They’re evidence of a season that ended.

Letting go of that chair, without guilt and without apology, is how the second half actually starts.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

One of the things that led to the end of my previous marriage was my default state of crankiness and irritation.

My ex-wife and I were news junkies. 24-hour cable news played on the big screen in the living room all day long as background noise. I won’t get into the politics of it, but as you should be well aware, it doesn’t matter which side you’re on. If you follow the news daily, you’ll believe we are days or weeks away from some kind of apocalypse. Economic, social, political, environmental, existential. Take your pick.

In the morning I’d get in my car for a whopping 10-minute commute to work, turn on talk radio, and by the time I got to work I was enraged. Listening to someone I agreed with.

I’d think about the news throughout the day. Any moment I wasn’t focused on work, the news crept in. I’d furrow my brow and get angry in righteous indignation. And then I’d go home and turn on the TV, and the cycle would start again.

One thing my wife and I never considered was what this constant, never-ending stream of outrage was doing to our daughter. She absorbed all of it. She just didn’t have the tools to process it. Eventually we found out how hopeless it had made her feel about the future. We’d been so busy being “informed” that we poisoned our own kid’s outlook on the world without even realizing it.

That’s not being responsible. That’s negligence disguised as civic duty.

I did eventually wake up and realize that my being angry and “informed” was pointless. It didn’t change anything. Whatever was going to happen was going to happen regardless of whether I knew about it. So I stopped watching and listening.

For a while.

Eventually, like the Sirens’ song, it drew me back in.

Here’s the thing about the news that I don’t think a lot of younger people realize, and older ones have forgotten: Up until CNN launched on June 1st, 1980, people didn’t think about the news every waking moment of their lives. There was the 6:00 news and the 10:00 news. Mainly local. What’s happening in your town, some national, maybe a bit of international, sports, and weather. Crammed into 30 minutes. People didn’t take breaks at work to rant about the President. They talked about work. Family. Sports.

When it went to a 24-hour format, the news became a business. It needed viewers, advertisers, high repeat engagement. It became a profit center. Entertainment, of a sort. And that’s when it changed from something that informed you about what was happening to something that told you what you should think about what was happening.

The editorial page of the newspaper became the entire newspaper.

Front page, and every page within. They needed you angry and scared. They needed you plugged in constantly, because God knows what might happen if you looked away.

Then about 20 years later came online social media. It started innocently enough. MySpace. Facebook for connecting with friends and family. But that didn’t generate enough engagement, and soon the outrage seeped into your feed, peppered between your cousin’s freshly baked bread and your friend’s motorcycle ride. Then came Twitter. It didn’t take long for that to become an absolute cesspool of anger and hate.

Back in the days when I ran Screen Rant, sometimes the comment section would get out of hand. Legit heated arguments about the proper shade of blue for Superman’s suit. Most commenting back then was done under pseudonyms, and I remember thinking, “If people had to use their real names, the internet would be a more civil place.”

I was wrong.

I eventually watched people on Facebook — where your real name, your city, photos of your family are all one click away — reply to strangers with the most despicable things imaginable. Without a care in the world about their identity being attached to it.

Absolutely crazy.

And I fell right back in with them. I got sucked back into the “I have to be informed” mentality, and I was constantly pissed off. Often hateful. I was treating my attention like it was disposable, like there was no cost to dumping outrage into my own head eight hours a day.

There was a cost. There’s always a cost.

My current church takes its congregation through a 28-day digital fast every year. I tried it for the first time last year, and it was TOUGH. At first. Delete social media and news apps from your phone. Only use apps that are for utility: messaging, finances, health, etc.

The first week, it was shocking how often I’d mindlessly reach for my phone to “see what’s going on.” I’d catch myself constantly, and put it away. But after a while, it really wasn’t that difficult. I spent more time in the moment. If I was in a waiting room, my head was up, not hanging down staring at a screen. I’d look around. Engage with other humans who didn’t happen to have their faces buried in their phones.

My mood changed. I was calmer. My mind became occupied with other things.

At the end of the fast, my usage dropped dramatically. Eventually I did drift back toward news and social media, albeit less than before. But by the end of the year, I was right back to doomscrolling on X in any spare moment.

So at the end of last year I decided I was finally done. Cold turkey. I did my own digital fast in January, and here we are three months later. I barely know what’s going on out there, and I don’t care.

Some might call me ignorant. That’s fine. I pop into Grok once every couple of weeks and ask for an unbiased summary of what I’ve missed. Just the highlights. And sorry for the language, but it’s same shit, different day. The names change, the situations and locations, but it’s the same thing. Politicians and people in power doing their best to keep us all at each other’s throats.

Paul didn’t write that because it sounded nice. He wrote it because he knew what happens to a man who fills his mind with garbage.

You become the garbage.

Since unplugging, my productivity is the highest it’s been in years. My marriage is better. I’m easier to live with. It’s been like an open wound that’s finally been allowed to heal.

You’re awake about 16 hours every day. Open your screen time dashboard on your phone and look at how many of those hours you’re spending staring at a little screen in your hand, feeding yourself things that make you a worse version of who you’re supposed to be. Make it a goal to make that number smaller. Much smaller.

The man I was when the news ran my life: cranky, irritable, carrying anger into every room he walked into. I don’t miss him. My wife doesn’t miss him either. My daughter shouldn’t have had to grow up with him.

You can’t rebuild yourself on a diet of outrage. At some point you have to decide what you’re going to let into your head, and what you’re going to starve. That wound won’t heal if you keep cutting it open every morning at 6 AM.

Unplug. Guard what goes in. The man you’re building in the second half depends on it.

Here is a resource to help you unplug — it’s the Digital Fast Workbook that took me through my first fast.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I was 59 years old, sitting in a rented duplex with almost nothing in it, wondering how I got there.

Twenty-four years of marriage, gone. A bank account that looked like someone else’s. The businesses I’d spent 16 years building, Screen Rant and then Game Rant, sold. The identity that came with those, sold with them.

I was a two-time college dropout who’d joined the Navy at 24 because I didn’t know what else to do. After four years I got out with no GI Bill and no money. I’d worked as a fry cook, a waiter at Pizza Hut, a mechanical draftsman, a system administrator. I taught myself PHP at a folding table with cold coffee beside the keyboard. Eventually I built something real in online media. Built it twice, actually.

And then most of it fell apart anyway.

For a while now, people I trust have been telling me I should write for men going through the same thing. Mentor guys. Build something for men in midlife who want a stronger second half. Every time the idea came up, the same thought ran through my head: “Who am I to do that?”

I’m not a therapist or a pastor. I don’t have a psychology degree or a coaching certification. I’ve made mistakes that left marks on people I loved. I’ve lived seasons I’m not proud of. The idea of giving other men advice on a public platform felt uncomfortable at best, fraudulent at worst.

But the more guys I talked to, the more I realized something that changed my thinking.

Most men aren’t looking for a perfect teacher. They’re looking for someone who’s actually been through it.

Real scars, not just credentials. A guy who succeeded and failed in the same lifetime, sometimes in the same year. Who paid the relational cost, got honest about his own role in the wreckage, and rebuilt from the ground up anyway.

That’s the guy I am. Not the finished version. The rebuilding version.

After the divorce, I started with my body. That sounds shallow, but it was the one thing I could control when everything else was chaos. I got serious about the gym, about nutrition, about discipline as a daily practice instead of a motivational concept. At 64, I’m in the best shape of my life. That’s not a brag. It’s evidence. Your body is the first domino.

Then came the mental rebuilding. Stripping away the identity I’d built around a marriage, a business, a role. Figuring out who I actually was when all that scaffolding came down. That part took longer. It’s still in progress if I’m honest.

The spiritual piece was the foundation under everything else. I came back to faith not because I was desperate, though I was, but because I finally understood that the tools I’d been relying on weren’t sufficient. Discipline gets you up in the morning. Christ gives you a reason to stay standing.

I’d done most of the heavy lifting alone. The gym, the mental work, the slow process of figuring out who I was without the old scaffolding.

Then I met my wife.

She didn’t start the rebuild, but she changed the trajectory of it. She’s the one who showed me what faith looks like lived out, not just believed. She loves me, holds me accountable, and won’t let me settle for a lesser version of myself. The man I am now has her fingerprints all over him.

Here’s what I believe about the second half of life: it doesn’t have to be a consolation prize.

Most of the advice men get after 40 or 50 falls into two camps. One says keep chasing first-half metrics: more money, more status, more proof you’ve still got it. The other says manage your decline gracefully. Protect what you have and don’t expect much more.

Both are wrong. The second half isn’t about chasing the same scoreboard or accepting a smaller life. It’s about building a different one.

The first half of life is about chasing. The second half can be about building, but only if you’re willing to tear down what’s broken first and pour a new foundation. That means honesty about what went wrong, ownership of the parts that were your fault, and the discipline to rebuild without repeating the same patterns.

That verse doesn’t mean pretend the past didn’t happen. It means stop letting it define what’s still possible.

The Redeemed Second Half is what I’m learning as I rebuild, written down for men doing the same thing.

I write about discipline, identity, faith, physical rebuilding, and the hard work of becoming the man you were supposed to be all along. I write for men in their 40s, 50s, and 60s who’ve been through a divorce, a career collapse, a health scare, or just the slow erosion of knowing who they are. But also for younger men, to help them avoid pitfalls, and know ahead of time that they won’t be young forever.

I’m not here to preach at you or sell you a system. I’m here because I’ve been in the ditch and I climbed out, and the view from the other side is worth the work it takes to get there.

The second half is yours. But you have to decide to take it.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I stood in the kitchen aisle at Target staring at spatulas for a long time.

Spatulas.

I didn’t know there were that many kinds of spatulas. Silicone, stainless, slotted, offset, fish spatula (which, apparently, is a thing). I’d been married for 24 years. My ex-wife handled the kitchen. I handled the income and expenses. That arrangement worked great - until it didn’t, and suddenly I was a 59-year-old man who didn’t own a can opener.

No one prepares you for this part. The big stuff: the grief, the legal mess, the financial hit… people warn you about that. Books cover it. Your friends mention it in low voices over drinks. But nobody tells you about the Tuesday afternoon where you’re standing in a store realizing you don’t know if you need a sheet pan.

Stocking a kitchen from scratch is humbling in ways I can’t overstate. What, exactly, am I going to need in order to cook? Hard to know when I don’t know how to cook, or what I might be cooking.

I didn’t learn to cook until I was 59. Not “I wasn’t a great cook.” I didn’t cook. I could make scrambled eggs, and that was about the extent of my skills.

Grocery Shopping

Grocery shopping was its own education. A friend told me early on: shop around the outside edges. Produce, meat, dairy. The middle aisles are where the processed garbage lives. Sound advice. But he didn’t mention that I’d be standing in the produce section not knowing the difference between a shallot and a small onion.

I also discovered that a man over 60, alone in a grocery store on a weekday afternoon in a family neighborhood, can attract a very specific kind of look from other shoppers. It’s somewhere between pity and curiosity. Like watching a bear try to use a vending machine.

The Apartment

I rented furnished, which sounds like a solution until you see what “furnished” means in practice. My new place was four walls and the bare minimum to keep it from being legally empty. A small couch. A bed. A table. I never bought a single thing to warm it up. No art, no plants, no throw pillows (I didn’t even know what a throw pillow was for).

It looked like a safehouse. If the cops had raided it, they would’ve assumed I was about to flee the country.

Laundry

Twenty-four years of marriage and I’d never once thought about what temperature to wash anything.

Darks, lights, delicates. I didn’t know clothes had categories. I threw everything in together, hit whatever button looked right, and hoped for the best. It took exactly one load to learn that a red t-shirt and white towels are not compatible. I became the proud owner of several pink towels.

The Closet

Then there’s the wardrobe situation. I looked in my closet and realized everything in it was selected or approved by my ex-wife. And most of it was at least 5 to 10 years old. I was dressing like a man who peaked in 2009 and decided to just ride it out. Cargo shorts. Oversized t-shirts. Sneakers that could generously be described as “comfortable.” White socks.

Once again, YouTube to the rescue. I found a channel called Alpha M. The guy was younger than me, but I not only liked his style tips, I liked how he explained them. Helped me a lot, although I did spend a few months figuring out what my particular style would be. What fit me, and who I was now.

Getting my style together was one of the first external signals that I was actually rebuilding, and not just surviving.

Dating at 60

No one should have to learn dating apps at 60. I’m convinced they were designed by people who hate human connection. Swiping endlessly, (barely) matching, getting ghosted, the photos that look nothing like the actual person. I felt like I’d been dropped into a foreign country without a phrase book. My first few exchanges read like a man who’d been frozen in 1998 and thawed out with a smartphone. Because that’s basically what happened.

Learning to approach and talk to women again was its own ordeal. I’d been off the market for over two decades, and I wasn’t very good at it before I got married. The rules changed. The landscape changed. I changed. I had to relearn everything from scratch: how to carry a conversation with a woman who wasn’t the wife of a friend, how to read signals, how to not come across like a desperate man at a buffet. That last one took way longer than I’d like to admit.

Finding Friends

Finding male friends as a single man in his 60s is harder than people think. Most of my friends were married. Married guys operate on a different schedule and a different set of permissions. Getting a buddy to grab dinner on a Tuesday doesn’t happen.

Them: “Let me check my calendar and see if the wife has any plans.”

Me: “OK.”

Them: “How about two weeks from Thursday?”

I don’t blame them. That was me not long before. But it left me with a social life that was pretty wanting.

I had to find guys who were either single, divorced, or widowed. Men who actually had the freedom, the desire, and the time to build friendships. That took time. And it took being willing to show up to things alone, which is its own brand of uncomfortable.

The Being Alone Part

That’s the one nobody can coach you through. You can read about it. People can tell you it gets easier. And it does. But the first six months of sitting in a quiet apartment on a Saturday night when you used to have a house full of noise… that rewires something in your brain.

I made a huge move from Utah to San Juan, Puerto Rico. A guy I’d connected with in an online men’s group lived there, owned a cigar bar, and proceeded to introduce me around. For about a year it was great. Head over to the bar on very little notice, text one or two guys at 5:00 and say “Up for a cigar and a whiskey at 6?” Everyone shows up. Easy.

But eventually the group dynamic faded. Life got in the way, guys got busy. And the last few months in San Juan had me facing what I’d masked with bourbon, cigars, and company: a deep sense of loneliness and disconnection.

I turned 60 in Puerto Rico. No party, no plans, no one organizing anything. That one hits different. Birthdays in a marriage just happen: someone plans it, people show up, you blow out candles and pretend to be surprised. When you’re single and new to a city, turning 60 means you’re sitting in a sparse apartment on your birthday wondering what you’re going to do with your evening. Fortunately one of my new friends found out I had nothing planned and he and his wife took me out to celebrate. I was more grateful for that than they probably realized.

I ended up in Nashville.

Built and sold two major websites.

Married for 24 years.

Served in the Navy.

And now I was 60 years old with a roommate.

He ended up being one of my best friends. But the single life still felt empty. I dated here and there. Learned salsa dancing. Still empty. After a few months, I finally decided I was OK not being in a relationship. And that was the real shift: not finding someone, but settling into being OK with myself.

At first I ate dinner alone at restaurants and pretended to be fine with it. Eventually, I stopped pretending. I actually was fine with it.

A couple months later, I met the woman who would end up being my wife.

That verse is hanging on a wall in our home. It was the theme of our wedding. I didn’t find it. It found me, somewhere between the pink towels and learning to be OK at a table for one.

The Point

You’ve got to learn to be okay in your own company. And for a lot of men, especially men who defined themselves by their role in a household, that’s brand new territory.

Here’s what I’ve learned from all of it: starting over at 60 is ridiculous. It’s awkward and humbling and there are days where you feel like the whole world got an instruction manual you didn’t receive. You’re a beginner at things teenagers handle without thinking.

But awkward means you’re moving. Humbled means you’re learning. And that guy standing in Target staring at spatulas? He went home, cooked a halfway decent stir-fry, and ate it at a table setting he picked out himself. Now? I cook the best damned steak you’ve ever eaten.

That’s not decline. That’s a man who decided to start.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com for men rebuilding the second half of life.

I was chatting with a friend the other day. He’s in a new relationship, but he’s feeling like it could get serious. He’s been through a tough divorce, and he’s had some not-so-great experiences dating. So understandably he’s very cautious, especially about finding someone that could be “the one.” They’d had a bit of a disagreement, and he brought up a Bible quote to support his view.

Now one of the things that bug me, is when people who haven’t read the Bible, and don’t believe in God or Christ, pull individual verses out of the Bible out of context and try to draw meaning from them. The verse in question was the first half of Ephesians 5:22: “Wives submit to your husbands.”

I’m not saying it was the case in this conversation, but I feel that that verse has been weaponized. I think a lot of guys look at it from the point of view of them being the king of the house, and the wife isn’t so much the queen as she is one of the peasants he rules over.

There are other verses like this that get abused, like “Judge not,” and “I can do all things through Christ,” just to name a couple. When these little snippets are taken out of the context in which they appear in the Bible, and the context of the time in which they were written, they can be interpreted to mean something very different from what the original intent was.

“Wives, Submit”: The Verse That Gets Weaponized

Back to my friend. He quoted part of Ephesians 5:22. In isolation, it sounds like a command for women to fall in line, and that’s exactly how it gets used. In the manosphere, in bad faith, in arguments against Christianity, and by men who want biblical permission to run the show.

Here’s the context, why Paul wrote Ephesians, and in particular the verses surrounding that oft-quoted verse: He wrote the letter to Gentile Christians living in Ephesus around AD 60–62. These were primarily non-Jews, who were living in a pagan Roman culture. It was a strongly patriarchal culture with near-absolute power of the man leading the family.

In Roman law:

• A husband was never told to die for his wife.

• Love was optional; authority was assumed.

• A wife existed for household order and heirs.

Paul’s message would have been considered radical in that culture. Here are the relevant verses:

Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ. Wives, submit yourselves to your own husbands as you do to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior. Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her.
Ephesians 5:21–25

The relevant passage doesn’t start at verse 22. It starts at verse 21: “Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ.”

One another.

That is mutual and is the setup for everything that follows. In verse 25 Paul says:

Gave himself up. That’s not “be the boss,” that’s “die for her.” Christ’s love for the church wasn’t about authority. It was about sacrifice. Total, selfless, costly sacrifice.

He tells husbands:

• Your model is Christ crucified, not Caesar enthroned.

• Your authority, if it exists at all, is exercised by self-emptying sacrifice.

• You are morally accountable before God for how you treat those under your care.

The standard Paul sets for a husband isn’t a corner office with a nameplate on the door. It’s the cross.

My friend took one verse, ignored the surrounding twenty, and used it as a framework for how his girlfriend should behave. He didn’t read the part that would have demanded something of him.

“Judge Not”: The One Everyone Loves to Misquote

People use “judge not” to say you shouldn’t judge anyone, when that wasn’t what Christ meant at all. I used to think it meant that no one has the right to call out anyone else’s behavior. It might be the most misused Biblical phrase used by non-Christians.

Eventually, I actually read the passage:

Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.
Matthew 7:1–5

Christ wasn’t saying “don’t judge.” He was saying don’t be a hypocrite about it. If you have a drinking problem, how can you judge your friend for smoking too much weed? If you’re having an affair, you’re in no position to judge a friend for looking at porn.

Look in the mirror and fix the thing you’re judging someone else about. And then help your brother with his problem.

We make judgments every single day. Who to trust, who to hire, who to let into our lives, who to keep at a distance. If you stopped judging entirely, you’d be destroyed in a week. Jesus knew that. He wasn’t telling you to turn off your discernment. He was telling you to stop pretending your own hands are clean while you point at someone else’s dirt.

“I Can Do All Things”: The Verse on Every Coffee Mug

Christians aren’t immune to this, either. I’m sure you’ve seen this verse before. It’s on t-shirts, motivational posters, and memes. “I can do all things” doesn’t mean you can 10x your business. Or you can buy that baller house that you have always wanted.

Want to start a business? Philippians 4:13. Want to win a championship? Philippians 4:13. Want to close the deal, get the girl, crush the competition? God says you can do all things.

But here’s the context, starting at verse 11:

I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all things through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:11–13

Paul was writing this from prison. Not a palace where beautiful women were feeding him grapes and fanning him with giant feathers. He was describing endurance, surviving hardship with faith intact. Losing your job and not losing hope. Being locked in a cell and still trusting God.

The verse is about the strength to endure, not the power to get whatever you want.

The Real Problem

When you pull a verse out of context, you’re not seeking truth. You’re seeking permission. Permission to avoid accountability, to demand submission without offering sacrifice, to chase ambition and call it faith.

The Bible isn’t a collection of inspirational quotes you can grab when one of them happens to line up with what you already want to do (as I said, even Christians fall into this trap). It’s a unified text with context, history, and a through-line that demands something of the reader.

The verses that people skip are almost always the ones that would cost them something. The verse before the one they quoted. The verse after. The part that turns a convenient command into mutual behavior, or a motivational slogan into a call to suffer well.

If you’re going to quote the book, read the book. The full text almost always demands more of you than the fragment you pulled out of it.

My friend wanted a verse that told his girlfriend how to behave. The passage he pulled it from told him to be willing to die for her.

A lot of men rebuilding in the second half reach for whatever authority sounds useful. A verse here, a talking point there. But if you’re going to build something that lasts this time - whether that’s a relationship, a faith, or a life - build it on what the text actually says, not the fragment that lets you off the hook.

The verse you skipped was the one meant for you.

Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties.

He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com about faith, identity, and the second act.

I was 59 years old, sitting in my newly rented duplex after 24 years of marriage, and I had the same exact feeling I had in high school: nobody will ever want me.

I’d built and sold two businesses for seven figures. It didn’t matter. I still believed the same lie I believed at 17.

I had sold my second business the year before, so I didn’t really have anything to work on day-to-day. My entire persona was wrapped up in being a married guy in the suburbs. When I moved out a few months before the divorce, I was pretty numb.

The duplex was furnished, and had an amazing view. I unpacked what little I’d taken with me, tried to make it feel like home.

It didn’t.

Once that was done, I sat on the couch. Just sat there.

I hadn’t lived alone in 24 years. I had no idea what to do or what that was going to be like. It felt like when you get your first place out of high school: you move out of your parents’ house and you’re on your own for the first time.

But it went deeper than that.

In high school, I was not the popular kid. I was the nerdy kid with maybe one or two friends. Teachers liked me. The football team chased me (they caught me, and hung me off a bridge by my ankles). After school, not only did I not have a girlfriend, but I’d never kissed a girl. Now clearly, I’ve been kissed since then. But having been booted out of a marriage, it put me right back in the same mental and emotional place I was in high school.

I’d read the books about low self-esteem, how to turn things around. Watched videos. Even went to some therapy. I understood intellectually what the issue was, but I couldn’t seem to fix it.

You’ve probably heard the phrase, “head knowledge vs. heart knowledge.” You can understand something intellectually, but still not truly believe it. For change to happen, it has to drop from your head down to your heart. You have to feel it.

Someone made an introduction. I ended up talking to some folks who did what they called belief work. I had cash. I had time. I thought, “What the hell.”

The program was mostly Zoom calls with different facilitators. The very first person they connected me with was a young man named Jackson Sullivan. I opened up Zoom, he appeared on camera, and I immediately thought, “Oh man, what did I just spend a bunch of money on?”

Looking back at me was a kid who couldn’t have been older than 21.

But I’d paid. So I stayed.

I had no idea where this was going or how it would go. We chatted for a few minutes, and he asked me what I’d tried, what I’d read. I said, “Yeah, I’ve read this, I’ve read that. I’ve talked to people about this thing and that thing. Basically, nothing will work with me. Nothing’s going to work for me.”

He had a very calm, curious demeanor. He just looked at me quizzically and said, “Really? So nothing will work for you ever? Nothing’s ever going to work?”

I replied, “Yeah, nothing. Nothing’s going to work for me.”

He paused for a moment and said, “Hmm. So you’re telling me you have tried every single modality on the planet, every single modality known to man, right?”

I said, “Well, no, I haven’t tried everything, obviously.”

He landed here: “So what you’re really saying is that nothing you’ve tried up until this point has worked, right?”

“Well, yeah.”

“So it’s possible that there are modalities out there that you haven’t even heard of or you just haven’t tried yet that could work potentially.“

Another grudging response: “Well, yeah, I suppose so.”

He pushed. “You suppose so?”

I said, “Yes, I imagine there could be another modality or therapy or some other thing out there that could work to change me.”

Then he said it: “So you believe you can change.”

I sat there – stunned for a moment.

I came into the Zoom meeting an hour earlier thinking, “No, there’s nothing that will help me change.” In the course of an hour, he helped me fundamentally change that belief, to where now I truly believed that it was possible that I could change and something could help me.

And that right there is the first belief you have to change.

If you don’t believe that you can change, if you don’t believe that there’s something out there that can help you change, everything else is a complete and utter waste of time. You can read books, you can watch videos, but it’ll all be head knowledge - and you’ll never really believe it.

Everything else flows from this.

Now does that mean that the next thing you try is going to be the thing that helps you change? Not necessarily. But if you are open to the fact that change is possible, then change is possible.

This opened the door. I tried things I’d have dismissed before. Went to retreats. Tried medicine-assisted sessions that cracked open beliefs I’d armored against for decades. Things that were true, but due to my low self-esteem armor, would bounce right off me.

It’s the same principle with God.

If you refuse the possibility that He’s real and worth trusting, you’ll dismiss every piece of evidence that points in His direction.

I know. I did it for years.

I demanded logical answers to every question. I kept the door bolted - and wondered why I couldn’t hear Him. I can’t really tell you what it was that caused me to open the door, but I did, finally.

And now my faith is the strongest it’s ever been.

The strongest belief I hold now didn’t come from winning an argument with myself. It came from stopping the argument long enough to let something true get through.

Scripture describes it this way:

You don’t have to figure out what will work before you believe change is possible. You just have to stop insisting it isn’t possible.

Whatever you’ve been telling yourself is permanent: your loneliness, your weight, your anger, your failure - ask yourself this:

Have you tried everything? Or just everything that confirmed what you already believed?

One of those questions keeps you stuck. The other one opens the door.

That conversation with Jackson happened about five years ago. By then I'd been training and tracking food for years already. The Last 10 Pounds is the long record of what that discipline produced through the years that included my divorce, my move out, the rebuild Jackson helped unlock, and eleven adult surgeries along the way. You're at the front end of your version.

The Kindle edition is on pre-order for $9.99 and ships June 30. If you don't want to wait, the PDF is $9.99 and downloads now. The first chapter's free on my website:

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Vic built and sold ScreenRant.com and GameRant.com, then rebuilt himself in his sixties. He writes at TheRedeemedSecondHalf.com about faith, identity, and the second act.

Jackson is still helping people change their beliefs, and their lives. You can find him here: The Gift Within.